I am lying in bed right now with Jozzer, who is hugging me tightly with his head buried against my chest. He just finished taking a shower, and Jordan is in the bathroom taking his turn now. I really can't handle sleeping alone, and I always want someone beside me. I guess I've just grown so used to sleeping next to the brothers. Or is it that I just can't resist them? Maybe it's time they finally know my answer. It's getting harder and harder to hide my true feelings for them. The longer I spend time with them, the more intense my feelings grow. Of course, the fear is still there, but I am ready to face all of it as long as I am with the four of them, knowing that no matter what others say, they will always stay by my side. This is enough for me. To always feel that I matter to them. But
