I didn't know what to wear, so I asked Jozzer for help. He picked out black leggings, a tight-fitting top called a racerback, rubber shoes, and a jacket. I also tied up my long hair, then packed a towel for wiping off sweat and some water in a tumbler that Janus had given me. Things are still a bit awkward between Janus and me because I've been avoiding him a little. We haven't spoken since our argument this morning, and I don't even know if he has any intention of talking to me. If he's going to keep doubting me, it might be better if he just drops whatever feelings he has for me and directs them toward someone else. It will hurt terribly, of course, but if he doesn't trust me, how can our relationship work if he's always doubting? We already talked about this back at the resthouse, and y
