Lost You Years Back

My Aunt Angie

In the airport, luggage-laden people rush hither and yon through endless corridors, like souls to each of whom the devil has furnished a different, inaccurate map of the escape route from hell. These rushing people are watched by people who sit in plastic seats bolted to the floor and who might just as well be bolted to the seats. So far, then, the airport and the airplane are equal, in the way that the bottom of one septic tank is equal, all in all, to the bottom of the next septic tank.

I sit there waited for Kevin to come and Lilly was awake and she is sitting on my lap , playing with the her toy . . . . . I start tickling her on the her tummy . She start laughing in her adorable way . . . .

" Awwww my baby call me momma . "

She start smiling and I gave her lot's off kisses on her bubbly cheeks. . . . . . . .

I saw Kevin brought our bag's on the cart and I said , " Did you brought every bag . "

" Yeah , as you see . "

" Yeah , can you hold Lilly for a second I need to pack her bag . "

" Yeah ! sure " Kevin said and take Lilly from me and I got up from the seat and put Lilly's toy's and her bottle of milk in the handbag and zip it up . . . . . . . . I carry both bag's on my shoulder . . . then I take Lilly from Kevin and told him , let's go out . . . . . . . he was moving the cart and we were walking towards the exit . . .

Finding a taxi, I felt like a child pressing my nose to the window of a candy store as I watched the changing vista pass by while the twilight descended and the capital became bathed in a translucent misty lavender glow. Entering the city from that airport was truly unique but before we could find a taxi I saw a aunt Angie standing out of the airport . I was surprise to see her there and she shouldn't be here she should be in hospital with mom . I wave my hands in air to caught her attention . . . . . she saw me and I told Kevin my aunt is there and move the cart over there . . . He move the cart over aunt Angie . She came up to us and hugged me tight . . .

" Oh My God ! Vivian you are grown up the last time I see you when you were getting married and She must be Lilly right How adorable she is ? Lilly start smiling . Aunt Angie takes Lilly from me and she start giving her love and kisses .

" Aunt , what are you doing in here ?

" Don't call me aunt , I am not that old and secondly I came to receive you guys and who is he with you ? your boyfriend . "

" Oh no , he is my friend and neighbor he is kinda of weirdo and I meant by that you shouldn't be here . You should be with mom in hospital and how is she ?

" She is fit and what is his name ?

" What do you mean she is fit ? and his name is Kevin . "

" UMMMM I mean she is alright now and are you guys standing like that or we should leave now . My car is over there come with me . "

Aunt Angie has a car since when ? I was like in shock and and l doesn't feel alright . Something has happened to me, I can't doubt it any more. It came as an illness does, not like an ordinary certainty, not like anything evident. It came cunningly, little by little; I felt a little strange, a little put out, that's all. Once established it never moved, it stayed quiet, and I was able to persuade myself that nothing was the matter with me, that it was a false alarm. And now, it's blossoming. It's just a jet lag

We We get in the car, and someone signals their blinker for our parking spot but I emphatically wave them away like they're after my soul and not just parking spot. And so we sit there for twelve minutes until the meter runs out. Lily silently crawls from the passenger seat into my lap and curls up into a little ball. I lets out an enormous sigh . Kevin until put the bags in the car trunk . . . . . . . . . .

After putting the bags in the trunk , Kevin get in the car on the front passenger seat . . . . . . . . . . Aunt Angie on the driver seat and she start the car and reverse it . We left the airport behind in five minutes and I gaze out of the window .

How sweet the morning air is! See how that one little cloud floats like a pink feather from some gigantic flamingo. Now the red rim of the sun pushes itself over the LA cloud-bank. It shines on a good many folk, but on none, I dare bet, who are on a stranger errand than you and I. How small we feel with our petty ambitions and strivings in the presence of the great elemental forces of Nature!

I let my head out of the window and I gazed into the Eternal Blue Sky. It was morning. Some of the sky was yellow, some the softest blue. One small cloud scuttled along. Strange how everything below can be such death and chaos and pain while above the sky is peace, sweet blue gentleness.

" Aunt Angie , where are we going ? I mean mom is in the hospital so where am I gonna stay ?

" Don't worry about that you are staying at my place and your friend also and my lovely baby Lilly . "

" But why weren't we going to my mom's house ?

" UMMMM your mom house hasnt good for staying . . . especially for Lilly but after cleaning the house you can go there but for now you guys are going stay with me . "

" Oh but we don't want to bother you . "

" You are not bothering me . " aunt Angie said to me . I Lean my back against the seat . I close my eyes and thought , "

" I remember the day we met

Both shy, but wanted to talk

Even when we tried

We didn’t know what to say

Day by day

We took it slow

And our conversations began to grow . . .

Since, the day our conversations grew

I became very fond of you

Hoping you felt fond of me too . One night we had a talk

And now look where we’re at

In the happiest place we can be

That is, in the relationship between you and me . I thought of you today but that’s nothing new

I thought about you yesterday and the day before that too

for every day good or bad you’ll always be in my head

I hope you’ve understood everything I’ve said

this isn’t just a joke or a silly lie

I’d never do anything to make you wanna cry

I’m sorry if I do something to make you really mad

it only comes back and makes me really sad

I really do love you and everything you are

I hope this relationship gets really far

I’ll never get you out I simply don’t know how

in fact I’m thinking of you right about now

you’re everything I need and everything to me

you know exactly who you are and what you want to be

you always make me smile just by being there

I hope you know how much I really do care

every time I think of you my stomach seems to twist

This is why I love you, I’ve made a huge list

the list goes on forever and never will it end

neither will our relationship you’ll always be my friend

not just a simple friend but a special friend at that

I want to spend my whole life with you