Lennox’s POV.
Feelings are something that I promised myself I wouldn’t feel, not even for my mate those feelings could be dangerous. Emotions and feelings like that both lead to one feeling, one word that I will never feel, love. My ideal of relationships are dinner escorts when I’m meeting with potential allies and s*x nothing more. I’ve been doing everything in my f*****g power since Red found out we were mates not to get to close I knew what the outcome would be when Jasper found out. Not to say that I blame him because I don't; I get where he’s coming from but it seems he’s forgetting just how damn strong the mate bond is. I’ve kept control of myself. Yes, I’ve kissed her and tasted her when I’ve lost control over my own actions and the ability to think clearly when my f*****g head be
