Obessesion or love

Why why why

She insisted of helping me get ready but i refused after spending Some minutes in the bathroom enjoying the refeashing feeling i wore a bathrobe and walked out or the bathroom thats when i realised i had nothing to wear " why why why , what am going to do i can just go like this? No i cant wearing the bathrobe to dinning nope not working", I stayed in my room panicking, anytime i was given time and i went late i was always punished, now i was going to get punished for being late, i was over reacting i forgot there was a big wardrobe in my room, when i calmed down and sow the wardrobe i was already two minutes late i opened it and sow clothes my size in it " Holy f**k am dead meat today", I rushed down stairs and entered where i guessed to be the dinning room, i entered breathing heavily because of how fast i moved, i sow chris sitting at the head of the big table and he looked up at me he looked very angry.

" Please sir am so sorry i did not know there were clothes in the wardrobe before i checked and got dressed",. . i stop talking because i realised i was looking to much and begging when i knew there was no forgiveness " i accept my punishment for my carelessness", i said trying hard not to cry.