RAIDER’S POV: I experienced a loss of clarity in my vision, accompanied by trembling fear, and a profound sense of hopelessness overwhelmed me. I reached a breaking point, feeling incapable of carrying on any further. The absence of Emberlynn in my life made living seem meaningless, particularly without her and our son. Deep sorrow and anguish have now supplanted the anger I once harbored within me. I hold only myself responsible for this situation. Kinuha ko ang baril sa mesa at tinutok ko sa aking sentido. Ayoko ng mabuhay pa, kung hindi ko rin naman sila makikita. Ito ba ang kapalit ng lahat ng mga kasalanan ko? Pinukpok ko ang baril sa aking sentido ng makailang ulit. Para maramdaman ko ang pisikal na sakit. Dahil ngayon namamanhid na lang ang pakiramdam at buong sistema ko. Lumabo a

