Obviously I was feeling some type of way about my family and friends. I couldn't even believe nobody wanted to come to Gino and I engagement dinner. These were the same people who told me to move on with my life and once I did they want me to feel bad about it. I had tossed and turned all night. My lunch date with Cher went totally left. Gino was up and very grouchy because he couldn't sleep with me tossing and turning. We both got up that morning in a bad mood. "I noticed you couldn't sleep last night. What's going on bay?" He asked as he gathered a few clothes to change into. "It's Cher, we went to lunch and she basically told me how she really felt about me. She said I was bottom of the barrel. I've never been bottom of the barrel." I said pissed off. "Listen baby. People are very je
