“Sometimes, mental illness is terrifying because you feel like you've lost control of your mind and nothing makes sense. It's like watching yourself on autopilot and having little to no control.” - Anonymous Arsala's POV I held my hand up asking him to give me a moment. After I was done eating the chocolate in my mouth, I put down the rest. "I have never been in love or had a boyfriend." I pick up the bottle of water by my side, uncap it and gulp some water. For the few seconds that went by he stares at me in a strange way. "You're joking right?" He laughs out nervously. "Nope." I pick up my chocolate, to continue devouring it. "No! Come on? You have to be joking." His face bears a terrified yet surprised look. "I'm being serious, I have never." I

