“Neither a man nor a crowd nor a nation can be trusted to act humanely or to think sanely under the influence of a great fear.” - Bertrand Russell Arsala's POV "I can't do anything about this....." "I have to go we'll probably talk later." I interrupt him and hang up the phone. I grumpily drop down my phone on the table. I'm tired of him giving me the same excuse every single time. I'm the one who is getting but things aren't going my way or the way I want them to. I feel like we are getting married for the people around and not for ourselves. I didn't want my wedding to be in months time I make that clear to everyone, yet they push through with make the arrangements. I asked for a small wedding with just family and friends. Invites where sent out to almost o

