“There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.”
Friedrich Nietzsche
Arsala's POV
I'm sitting on my prayer rug and staring into space. I finish offering my fajr prayer not too long ago and the thought of my entire life changing in a few hours clouds my head.
I don't know maybe somehow along the line I lost the ability to feel happy. It seems to the only explanation I can come up with. I'm about to be married yet I don't feel happy, no excitement and no butterflies, nothing.
The wedding functions started two days ago, the bridal shower and the henna day took place. Today is my nikkah day and the day after would be the walima. Before any of my wedding functions commenced I prayed Salatul Istikhara. Allah is the only
