I could not really explain all that I felt. It was everything I could ever want and then some but then there was the off chance that it was not real.
And yet it was so hard to take a step back and think without the recollection of the past few days rushing to cloud my decision making factor with sudden arousal.
It was scary to give Kylian what he had expressed he wanted. I told myself that he was just confused about what he felt. He could not feel like that... for me.
He did not know the full details of my past and I doubt he could understand. It would be disastrous to get back into a similar scenario as what happened with Lucas.
However each time I had tried to explain that to both him and myself, I ended up pressed against his body, his mouth on mine and my hands in his silky dark h
