With a sigh, I hug my legs under the water in the tub. The water was a little cold, and that makes me wonder how much time I had already spent here, sitting in the middle of the water, thinking... It all seems so unreal because in my head it all seems as if I was just getting ready to go to the party Sophie invited us to at one of her classmates' house when I was so excited to have my first party and my first girls' night out with Anne. Everything had happened so fast that I didn't even realize that it was all over and that the day of the very important party I had was already over... I can't take in everything that has been going on. Maybe because Luka finally came back into my life, or because the party was practically a disaster, but all the things I ever p***s about the party didn't

