Nervously, I tangle a lock of my hair in one of my fingers insistently, while I keep looking in the direction of the audience, more and more anxious.
I know it's stupid, but right now I'm not nervous about the contest, that has taken a back seat in my mind for the moment. I can only focus on one thing... On Luka, being extremely anxious to see him and be able to apologize to him, apologize for being an i***t and for abandoning him. Wishing this would all be over soon, so I could get off stage and run into his arms.
Thus realizing that what mattered most to me was to be by his side, that anything else right now didn't matter to me.
But the contest was extremely slow, was it always this slow? Before my participation, it seemed that the minutes passed like seconds and that the 5 minutes ea
