However, he did not even blink his eyes as he replied lightly:
"No."
It was like someone asked him if he wanted to add sugar to his coffee, and then he casually replied," No."
It was as if something was slowly shattering.
She gathered her courage and didn't leave any dignity in return for this answer.
However, he should have expected it, right?
Someone like him...
Then, Lucheng phone suddenly rang. He glanced at it and his eyes darkened. Then, he immediately answered the call. ZuoWeiYang he heard never-before-seen concern and said,
"Don't be afraid. I' ll be back soon."
"Don't come out. It's too cold outside."
Sun Wan Er...
When ZuoWeiYang heard the name, he suddenly laughed. He subconsciously glanced at the car that was parked by the side of the road. Sure enough, there were a pair of anxious eyes in, and there was a pair of anxious eyes. It turned out that she could not leave him to this extent.
ZuoWeiYang smile could even be described as naive. Her eyes were bright and bright.
It was as if he had never experienced any pain or suffered any harm.
However, even though Lucheng tried to dissuade her, Sun Wan Er still did not obediently stay in the car. She opened the door and walked towards them. She really couldn't continue watching. She could n' t wait any longer. Her Lucheng and ZuoWeiYang sat face to face, but she could only watch from afar. How was that possible?
As soon as Lucheng saw Sun Wan Er come over, he immediately stood up. Worried, he walked to the swaying Sun Wan Er and reached out to support her, as if she was a porcelain doll.
"Have you all agreed?" Sun Wan Er eyes were wide and lifeless. He just leaned into Lucheng arms and said," I've been waiting for a long time. I' m afraid."
"I'm not afraid." At this moment, the Lucheng had a gentleness ZuoWeiYang had never seen before. Touching Sun Wan Er head that was leaning against his chest, he gently comforted her," I've already discussed it with her. I' ll bring you home now."
Sun Wan Er nodded obediently. Both of them ignored the other person and left ZuoWeiYang. ZuoWeiYang also realized that the two of them had already taken a few steps before turning around and saying,
"Alright ……"
She didn't know what she meant. Lucheng just turned his head and didn't even turn back. When he saw her nod and smile, it seemed as if she was looking at him, but there was nothing in her eyes.
"That's good."
As she said that, the corners of her mouth curled up slightly. Her eyes curved up, and her smile made her eyes sparkle.
She was probably the only person in the world who felt how stiff his face was. If he pulled a little more, tears might fall down immediately.
She had to finish the battle quickly and leave beautifully.
The smile slowly faded, and the expression in his eyes gradually turned indifferent. He spoke very softly, but with an unusually gentle tone:
"I'm really tired. From earth-shattering to deep down. "From now on, I should give up."
She had once loved things to the heavens and the earth, and had exhausted all her strength too early. However, she found that she couldn't change anything. She had lost her impulse, leaving only sorrow. She only felt that if she did n' t give up...
ZuoWeiYang, then you really are too humble.
Fortunately, after being rejected, she could still leave this path. It could also be said that it was because she was about to leave that she suddenly had the courage to bury her deep in her heart for so long and say those words. Although he was certain that there was no future, he could at least get an answer.
Well then, she should be carefree and magnanimous.
At the very least, he had to leave beautifully.
As a girl.
After saying this to him, Chu ZuoWeiYang smiled and stood up. However, he was as polite and distant as he always was.
She began to smile and say that she would never see him again.
From now on, she was no longer the Lucheng Chu ZuoWeiYang in her eyes, but... He let go of his ZuoWeiYang.
A person's growth usually began when he was injured for the first time. If the young eagle had not experienced falling, he would never learn to fly.
It could be seen that he had deliberately stood up and pretended to be free and easy. He even extended his hand to make an unrelated gesture to show the person behind him. It seemed to be absolutely sincere, and he was saying it was fine, allowing him to walk without remorse.
Sun Wan Er had already begun to urge him, and Lucheng accepted her kindness in such a logical manner. There was no regret at all for hurting a girl who loved him.
He had probably experienced this kind of love too many times, so he was already used to it. Zhang Ailing, the author who wrote about love, said that beautiful men couldn't bear to be used to. A beautiful man was more likely to be spoiled than a woman. The lively and sincere hearts of those girls were nothing more than trouble for him. At most, it was only during a boring long night that he would recall a period of love that he had never looked back.
Lucheng hugged Sun Wan Er and walked towards the car parked by the side of the road. He opened the door, sat in, started, and left.
At this moment, if anyone were to face Chu ZuoWeiYang on this snowy road, they would have seen this girl with a carefree back who was already in tears.
###Chapter8
When he heard the sound of the car driving far behind him, he finally couldn't bear it anymore.
He fell to the ground as if he had lost his strength, and began to lie on the snow without any scruples and cry loudly. The boiling hot tears smashed into the ice-cold snow one after another, densely packed, as if they were smashing into his heart.
The snow grew bigger and bigger, and the entire world slowly became blurry. The little girl's figure was almost invisible in the snow.
In the vast and hurried world, no one cared about anyone else.
Therefore, everyone could only lick and heal on their own. Whether or not they could pass the love barrier was all natural luck.
As for this relationship, after all these hot tears and the snow had completely covered it, it should have been buried deep in the winter snow. No one would mention it in the future, and no one would remember it.
To Chu ZuoWeiYang, it was him who finally left. It was really good. Otherwise, he was worried that he would leave one day.
To Lucheng, he had lost a person who could live or die for him, and he would not know or feel regret.
This was the last part of the past, seven years ago.
She loved him, and everyone knew that, but he did not feel it. She loved him, and the plants and vegetation were moved, but he was indifferent. She loved him. At that time, she still didn't know that Goethe's love for you had nothing to do with you. At that time, she had only thought that if he didn't love her, it was best not to fall in love with anyone else.
It wasn't until he witnessed how he treated Sun Wan Er that he finally lost.
Therefore Sun Wan Er this name was undoubtedly the biggest irony to ZuoWeiYang.
But seven years had passed, and now he was telling himself that he didn't love Sun Wan Er much. It was only because of responsibility. He had rejected him so ruthlessly because of responsibility. Sun Wan Er he was responsible for his illness, what about himself? After that, how did he know what he had experienced?
Seven years. It seemed that the truth of being late for seven years was no longer important. There were some things that didn't arrive when they were supposed to. They did n' t need to arrive in the future.
"I see." She heaved a sigh of relief." So?" I've already seen it. Why are you still raising it? "By the way, when you married me, she must have made a lot of trouble again."
Lucheng lowered his eyes. It was truly breathtakingly beautiful, but in the silence of all, his voice was actually sad and nostalgic.
"She's dead."
"She... "Dead?"
ZuoWeiYang was stunned.
"Yes, you don't know yet." Lucheng's emotions were unfathomable." Psychotherapy did n' t succeed. Her symptoms worsened and she committed suicide."
Suddenly, he fell silent. After a long while, the two of them did not say a single word. ZuoWeiYang took a long time to finally accept this shocking fact. In the end, they had to admit that Sun Wan Er was actually a pitiful person. The shadows that had lingered for seven years instantly turned into a pitiful sigh.
As for Lucheng, the reason why he had brought up an old incident and told ZuoWeiYang the truth of the seven-year backlog was one reason why he had no choice but to explain Ji Wei actions. Another reason was that he still had a glimmer of hope in his heart. If he could let her know more about the truth, would he still fall in love with him as before?
Otherwise... To hurt the heart of a person who didn't love him, what achievement could he make?
There was no need for misunderstanding between them. Just the hatred between their parents was already an insurmountable gap.
Since Lucheng talked about the past, there were no restrictions. He continued to talk about another person, but after ZuoWeiYang heard that, he could no longer remain calm.
"A smile on my face is the same as what Ye Jinzhe meant to you," said Wang Yao.
ZuoWeiYang immediately raised his head and looked at him with disbelief and vigilance. Only after half a minute did he slowly shake his head with a faint smile:
"No, how could they be the same?" They... "It's different."
Seeing that she was almost persistent, Lucheng couldn't bear to provoke her any further. After staying for a while, she watched as she gradually calmed down before getting up and going to the bathroom.
"Lucheng ……"
ZuoWeiYang stopped him and didn't wait for him to turn around. He said," Next month's 4th is the A Zhe's anniversary. I' m going back to Wu Shi city to see him."
Lucheng didn't turn around. His tall body stiffened and he finally replied:
"Okay."
The plane landed at 3 p.m., and after another hour's drive, ZuoWeiYang arrived at Wu Shi city. The Ye family's ancestral home and graves were there. If the Ye family died outside, they would be sent back to the Wu Shi for burial.
Ye Jinzhe's last wish was to exchange his heart for ZuoWeiYang, so he died in the hospital. According to the law, he should have entered the morgue, but how could the Ye family allow their family members to colonize the outside world? He did not hesitate to use his ox knife to retrieve Ye Jinzhe's corpse from the headmaster.
Hence, Ye Jinzhe's soul was able to spend his second twenty-three years in the quiet and peaceful ancestral grave.
The cemetery didn't allow anyone else to enter, but the person guarding the cemetery recognized the ZuoWeiYang. After experiencing shock, helplessness, and regret, they finally let him go.
Actually, she had only been here once. It was not long after A Zhe passed away. At that time, her mother hated herself to the extreme and thought that she was the murderer of A Zhe. The truth was indeed the same. She had taken over A Zhe heart, so how could she still argue? As for the fact that she had never been to Wu Shi again, she was even more afraid of coming here because she could always recall those memories of her death.