All my life, I've always felt less than. Socially, emotionally… even in relationships.
Fitting in was never easy for me. Making friends wasn't either. And even when I did, I never liked being seen too much. I preferred staying in the background, where no one would look too closely.
People never really understood me. Maybe because I feel things too deeply. Maybe because I don't even understand myself sometimes.
For the longest time, I thought I was the problem. The broken one. The imperfect one in every relationship I found myself in.
But now, when I think about it… maybe it wasn't always me. Maybe it was the people I kept choosing.
Still, I always found a way to blame myself. Not because I wanted to, but because I was used to it.
I was always blamed for everything. So at some point,
