Hurts more than pain

My diary

Give it back! I roared like an angry lion. She ran away with it and I chased after her promptly. I soon caught up with her and I took my diary back, but I didn't leave her without a story to tell. It was the best day of my life; I finally got a chance to face my fears and she was my first specimen. I beat her up like a lioness seeking to feed her cub with the last piece of hunted meat in the midst of famine and all of a sudden, I felt someone yank me off her body and me kicking at her. It was Mr Oswald!!!! Oh s**t.

I'm Emerald, a 16-year old girl with black curly hair and African bronze skin. 5ft tall, black eyes, a well rounded figure, medium legs and small busts. I'm the most popular girl in school, but unlike every other popular girls like me, I'm lonely. All the girls hate me because I'm African and I'm cuter while all the boys just want to take advantage of me. It's so funny right?. Well enough about me. let's talk about the only two friends I have.

Ruby and Arnold, they just so happen to be the only people that didn't judge me for being beautiful, oh yeah I forgot to mention that I hate myself because I'm beautiful. Dark brown lips, full medium, small-medium pointed nose, very white teeth and dark brown gums. quite rare but I love it. Yes, I've been pranked and bullied even with my popularity.

Arnold is the most popular guy in school, even more popular than our school quarterback because of how very handsome he is. deep brown eyes, black-brown hair, finely brushed afro hair cut, white teeth, light brown gums, finely built body and beautiful brown skin; his face isn't extremely masculine, it's rather softly masculine and not too intimidating and he smiles a lot.This makes him look even more attractive. the girls think he's into me, but we're really just friends. I can tell you I'm in trouble for this, but let's talk about Ruby. She's just as curvy as I am, and we look almost like twins, except she has bright pink gums, coffee brown eyes and gold colored hair. she's just a foot away from albinism.what makes her unique is how her skin is a bit darker than mine but all the hairs on her body are gold colored. Just like cream gold-ish.

She's the only girl as beautiful as I am and she's African too. Her brows look just like her hair and it makes me wish I had her hair. Arnold is African too, but we live in Texas.

Now let's talk about how we became friends...I was new and they were already friends from home, so I was bullied by a girl named Daphne because I had silver decor in my locker. She said I felt like I was too beautiful and I had to go the extra mile to throw it in people's faces by having such an attractive locker, wow surprising but terrifying! That of course was born out of pure jealousy. Arnold was there, so he spoke for me before I could cry. After telling her off, he introduced me to Ruby and we lived happily ever after. lol that's how I want to put it.

Daphne was the most popular girl in school before I came. the girls liked her and she led them to war against me; did that sound harsh? no!!I mean a cold, silent, dangerous war. Not the kind with swords and daggers. Funny still, some of them would try to make friends with me behind her back. Amazing!

Daphne always made me feel bad about myself, she made me feel I was too beautiful. To be honest I was scared of her but Arnold was always there to speak for me and so she thought I couldn't stand up for myself.

All three of us are in the same class and we love art. Arnold is a great actor and Ruby has the most melodious voice ever, I on the other hand, I'm a floral artist. we each learnt one another's skill to make it uniform and luckily for us it was a success. Now we all act, sing and draw art!

Today, Mr Brendon; our Math teacher, is in class. Daphne happens to be his favorite student and we're not so perfect at math like her but, I mean an average score isn't that bad is it? Mr Brendon is young, around 28 years old or so and he is quite handsome. Some of the girls flirt with him and this makes him fall for them. Plus here in my school there aren't really much rules and bad teachers always cover their tracks so well. Mr Brandon sleeps with some of the girls in our class, except of course I and Ruby and also Daphne. Daphne might be jealous of us but she's still a bit disciplined, so let's just say she's in between good and bad.

Today, Mr Brandon gave us a simple test and he said that anyone who didn't score above 7 marks would have to wait behind to take a punishment while others go home!! I wrote as much as I could remember and solved and too, but I scored an exact 7!!! just one mark left.

Why was I so unfortunate? oh God.

Arnold and Ruby waited for me since we lived in the same neighborhood. we took turns stay at one another's homes. I'm the only child and so are they. Such a beautiful coincidence. Today we would be at Arnold's house, so it was wise and also necessary for them to wait for me.

"Emerald"Mr Brendon called.

"Yes sir" you asked me to wait behind. "Yes" he said "why didn't you score above 7 in your test?" he asked. "well, I tried my best, I guess I wasn't ready for the test since it was impromptu" I said. "hm ok, let me accept that, but you still have to take the punishment" I nodded waiting to hear what the punishment was. "sit" he said, drawing his chair out and I said I was ok standing. He pressed on for me to sit and I finally did. He said "why are you so beautiful?" I was shocked by the question and I didn't know what to say. He drew closer to me and whispered in my ear "close your eyes" by this time I was scared and I begged him to let go. he said I had to finish my punishment, I tried to get up but grabbed me and locked my hands up. I cried so much because I couldn't fight back. I was as soft as a teddy bear and I had known what it was like to fight. Before I could speak he tied me up and covered my lips, sitting there dejected and defeated, I thought I was going to lose my virginity in the most cruel way. I was going to be r***d!. He carried me off the seat and placed me on the table. I begged so much with tears and I couldn't scream because his palm was on my lips. I felt my skirt go up and my inners being tugged. But before he went any further I heard a shout. "Stop it!! I have evidence that you're a r****t and the whole school will hear about it if you touch her!!" It was Arnold, oh how I wanted to hug him and thank him!!! he quickly let me go and my dress slid down. Ruby untied me with tears in her eyes, and Mr Brendon was shocked, disappointed and he just stood there like a log.

When we got home, I sunk into our bed crying, I and Ruby always shared a room while Arnold stayed in the other. They tried to calm me down, but those thoughts would never leave my head, I was so weak. We couldn't tell our parents because we thought we could handle it on our own. This was our 12th grade in school. after about an hour of crying I finally felt better. I put this down in my diary and of course I thought this was the end but I what I didn't know was that my math teacher was obsessed with me and he saw Arnold as a rival, as for Ruby, he was after us both. But I was the first target.

Mr Brendon left the school and we thought we would never have to worry about him again. This was because he didn't want to be exposed so leaving in peace was the best option.

Thursday mornings are free for us, so we shoot videos for our YouTube channel. and we also practice our different talents to improve them. In the afternoon we have Sports. so today I have a pair of black hose and white shorts, a white cropped jersey and black camisole with white sneakers. I'm playing football and that's my signature look. I hate to expose my body.

Arnold has a pair of jersey and white inners with long tight arm and also a pair of black socks and white sneakers, he looks cute with his jersey always looking straight and neat. Ruby loves grey so you can guess she's wearing the same thing as me, only it's grey on black. great fact about us both, we don't like too many girly stuff. she plays tennis though, while Arnold is playing basketball. He's not too tall but one can imagine how good he is at his game.

Daphne has a pair of sport crops and skirt, red on white, quite cute and simple. She plays tennis too, so she's always on Ruby's heels.

After sports today, we're heading to My house. Mum is making us avocado chicken salad, fried rice and cranberry juice. Did I forget to say that our parents got us a car since we're always together, so that we could always drive it around and they wouldn't go through so much stress. I could say we were the luckiest kids ever.

So while dreaming of my avocado salad, Daphne pushed me. I lost balance and fell to the ground. I was about to say something when she grabbed something of mine. My diary!!! oh I had taken enough already!!!

Give it back! I roared like an angry lion. She ran away with it and I chased after her promptly. I soon caught up with her and I took my diary back, but I didn't leave her without a story to tell. It was the best day of my life; I finally got a chance to face my fears and she was my first specimen. I beat her up like a lioness seeking to feed her cub with the last piece of hunted meat in the midst of famine and all of a sudden, I felt someone yank me off her body and me kicking at her. It was Mr Oswald!!!! Oh s**t.

Mr Oswald is our sport teacher. He hated students getting into fights and long story short, I landed myself in detention. so Arnold and Ruby pretended to fight, they pushed each other like little kittens. It was funny, but also sweet. These two muffins just didn't want me to suffer alone, and oh Daphne..my diary was safe and she was on detention with a red swollen face. That girl is a pain the ass!!.

Mr Oswald unlocked the door and asked us to leave. We were free to go home. Mum and dad won't be around till next month and we've decided to stay at my house for the next month. We need some time away from parents and we want to have fun this weekend.

We were on our way home when suddenly Arnold felt dizzy and the car lost control. lucky thing is nobody got hurt and no license was taken because it was considered an unexpected occurrence. We spent the weekend at the hospital, running tests and checking for internal injuries. We got back home on Monday and we were asked to rest expressly. But we'll it's not out of place because we just concluded our mid term tests and we had a week of rest. which was the week we came home.