Chapter 20“I'm so sorry, Kellan. I can't imagine how you're feeling,” April comforted me. We sat in my mother's office with the door closed. The gunshots from an hour ago still echoed in my head. I'd seen shoot-outs in the movies and through recreations for my former crime show, but to live through one in person was a whole different situation. To essentially watch someone be shot to death directly in front of you was something I'd never want to experience again. “Have you ever killed someone before, April?” My weakened state of mind barely allowed me to respond, but I was beginning to come around. “Unfortunately, tonight wasn't my first time. It's only happened on a handful of occasions, but it never gets any easier.” April grabbed both my hands and covered them with hers. “In a situati

