I always get what I want

3.Dont judge me

I saw Braxton leaning against the door frame with a beer in his hand, and I was relieved. "Hey Brax man, how are you?" the man said, releasing me immediately. Braxton looked at me and then the guy, "get the f**k out of here" he said, and the guy nodded and walked out of the house. I stood frozen. I don't know what would have happened if Braxton didn't show up. "Are you alright?" he asked me, coming closer, and I just nodded, trying to get my hands to stop shaking. "I was looking for Amelia" I said with a shaky voice and he nods. "Here drink this first" he said giving me his beer and I downed it. "Thanks" I say putting the empty bottle on a table. "Come she is in the back" he said, and I follow him, I do realize no one is calling out to me or making a comment. I see Amelia sitting with Jacob and the rest of them that was at the beach today.

"Hey, you came" Amelia asked, standing up from Jacobs lap, walking to me. I pulled her away from the group and folded my arms. "What's wrong?" she asked and I took a deep breath. "Where the f**k is your phone?" I asked, and she pulled it out of her pocket. "Sorry it died" she said, and I roll my eyes at her. "Did something happen?" She asked again and I nod. "Yeah, some sleazy f*****g druggy tried to r**e me" I say, and she looks shock. "Are you okay?" she asked and I nod again. "Yeah, thanks to Braxton." I say and she nods giving me a hug. "I am sorry Abby" she said, and I just nod. "Whose house is this anyway?" I ask looking around. "Its Jacobs I told you." she said and I nod. "Why are there so many drug users here?" I ask and she frowns.

"Abby, because Jacob and Braxton are dealers" she said, and I looked at her shock. Okay, so the rumors are true. I just nodded. "Okay don't worry, come, let's go get you a drink" she said, and I walked with her to a table, and she gave me a vodka and I drank it, and she laughed, giving me another one. We walked to the rest of them and I sat down next to Amelia, opposite of Braxton. "So twice in one day we are grace with your presence, princess." Natalie said and I sighed. "What is your problem?" I asked her, and she stopped smiling looking at me. "You are my problem, coming in here like you own the place, walking around in your expensive clothes." she said and I start laughing. "Okay so you are jealous, got it" I say and she looks really mad. "What the f**k did you say?" she asked, and I just smile at her. "Its enough now Natalie" Braxton say, and she looks at him and then at me glaring.

I just sat back and downed my drink and Amelia gave me another one. "So, tell us Abby, what are you doing next year?" Jacob asked and I looked at him. "I bet she is going to Harvard or Yale or some fancy university." A guy said. I said at him and smiled. "Sorry I did not get your name" I said and he smiled. "Oscar and sweetheart, remember it because you will be screaming it later," he said, and I burst out laughing. "No, thanks I am sure I can make myself c*m faster than you ever can." I say and the rest laugh, I think the vodka is giving me confidence. "There is my girl" I hear Amelia say and I smile, "Well to answer your question Jacob, I am not going to university I am going to travel the world, learning English to poor children" I say and I see Braxton smile. "Wow okay did not expect that." Jacob say and I nod. "Yeah because you all judge me, you don't even know me, yet you still judge me." I say and they all keep quiet.

"Well then tell us, who is Abigail Smith?" Jacob asked, giving me a shot of tequila and I smiled, taking it. "Well I am just like all of you, I like to drink, smoke and to have party." "So wait you are telling us you are not enjoying being so rich?" a girl named Emily ask and I frown thinking about her answer. "I like it, who would not like money, but I will be able to life without it" I say and she nods. "Okay, good answer" She said and I nod. "See don't judge before you know someone." I say and they nod. "Yeah, but it must be very nice not to worry to pay the bills or to walk into a shop and buy what you want spending daddy's money." Natalie said still pissed off. "Do you have parents?" I ask her and she nods. I was really getting pissed off with them.

"Parents that love you and that worries where you are?" I asked again and she nodded frowning. "Yeah and they are working two jobs just to keep a roof over our heads" she said, and I nodded, standing up. I am leaving. I am so done trying with these people. "Well then let me tell you about my home life. Yes, my daddy has money as you put it, and yes, I can spend as much as I want, and yes, we don't have to worry about bills, but they don't care where I am, they don't even know I am here right now. I see them at breakfast and if I am lucky at dinner, the only time my mom talks to me is to know if I picked a college yet, because I cannot be an embarrassment to her. Or if she wants to know that I am safe having s*x because, again, she is too young to be a grandmother, so the next time you want to judge, do it with someone else because my life is not so f*****g wonderful like all you think it is." I said, taking my bag and walked away

"Abby" I heard Amelia call, but I just kept walking, she caught up with me in the kitchen, and I was breathing heavy. "Abby, please stay" she said and I shook my head. "No, I understand you have a thing for Jacob and that you want to hang out with them, but please don't invite me again I am so f*****g sick of people judging me." I say and she pulls me into hug. "They just don't know you Abby" she said, and I nod, "I know, and they never will, now go enjoy I am going home." I say and she nods and I walked to my car. I got in, and I sat there taking deep breaths to calm myself. I jumped when someone knocked on my window and I opened it. "What do you want?" I asked Braxton standing there, why did he have to look so hot. "I am sorry about my i***t friends" he said, and I was shocked at first. "It's fine, I am going home" I say starting the car, and he walks around and got into the passenger side.

"What are you doing?" I asked him and he looked at me. "Drive, I want to show you a place" he said, and I looked at him frowning. "Come on pretty girl or do you want me to drive?" he asked, and I shook my head no and started driving. He gave me directions and I followed them. I was so aware of his presence, and it made me nervous. We parked the car and I got out. "Where are we?" I asked, and he laughed, standing in front of me. "Do you trust me?" he asked and I shook my head. "No not really," I said again, frowning, and he laughed again. Just come" he said, taking my hand.