I always get what I want

8. I can not have her

The first time I saw Abby I could not believe someone so beautiful was existing. I saw her looking at me and I smiled, leaning to whisper to Jacob. "Who is that girl? I asked and he followed my eyes. "That is Abigail Smith, a rich girl, doesn't want to go there man." he said and I nodded. "I want you to introduce, see." I said to Jacob, and he rolled his eyes walking to the girls, I see him hugging her friend and then her. I saw Jacob saying something to her and she smiled, looking my way. She came walking to me and I knew then and there I would kill for this girl. We sat chatting at the table and I liked how I made her blush. "Abby, come, we need our ping pong partner." I saw two guys calling her and I frowned. Who the f**k are they? She leaned into me and said, "I don't scare so easily" I almost grabbed her and dragged her out of that party with me.

I watched her with the two guys, Adam and Jason, and I frowned that the blond one was definitely into her, but I can't tell if she knows that. They won, and he hugged her and I stood up. I told Jacob I would pick him up later and he nodded. I had to get out of there, I would literally kill that guy forever by putting his hands on her. What the f**k is wrong with me? I didn't even know that girl and I already wanted to commit murder, did her. I shook my head and drove to my spot. I sat there for a while, her blue eyes still on my head. I got the message to go and get Jacob and I drove back to the party. I saw him and that girl making out, and I just sat in the car waiting. Then i see her again. She looked at her friend awkwardly and I smiled. She asked her friend something, and then she looked away, waiting for her friend. She looked so innocent and pure.

Jacob opened the door and I thought for a minute she had seen me, but she did not and we drove off. Jacob told me about the girl Amelia, but I did not listen. I only had a blond girl with gorgeous blue eyes on my mind. The next day, I went to see my dad and I sat in his office waiting for him. "A Brax my boy, how are you?" my dad asked as he hugged me. "I'm good", nodded sitting at the desk. "How is the business going?" he asked and I nod. "Good, we have good trusting people working for us now." I say and he smiles. You see, my dad is a gang leader for the Vice lords, and we have the biggest drug ring in the city. I will be taking over from my dad one day. "That's good, we have a meeting next week I would like you to attend. I want them to get used to you being part of the gang, as you will be their leader one day." My father said and I nodded. We chatted a bit about business and our next shipment, and then I said goodbye.

I drove to the beach where Jacob said he would be, and I took my surfboard. I was sitting on my surfboard when I saw her and I saw her. She was lying on her towel, and I would have taken her on that beach if I could. I started going back to the beach. I wanted to talk to her. I saw her take her stuff and I walked closer. "Are you going somewhere?" I asked, and I saw how her eyes traveled down my body and I smiled as she blushed, "Yes" she said and I nodded. "Where are you going?" "Home", "can I ask why you are leaving?" I ask I need to know. She tells me she doesn't fit in with us and Natalie was rude, and then she walked away. I had to follow her and I threw my surfboard down and saw her sitting in her jeep. "Come spend the day with us". I pleaded, she is making me soft. I have never pleaded for someone's attention.

She shook her head and I smiled. "So you are too good for us." I could see she was angry, and I liked it, "Why are you all assuming I am some spoiled brat?? She spat, and I laughed, "Aren't you?" I asked her, leaning in, she smelled f*****g fantastic. "Aren't I what" she asked and I smiled. "A spoiled brat?" I asked, and I swore if she had a knife she would have stabbed me. She started shouting about us judging her, and I was not listening. I was looking at her lips and I wondered if it would feel as soft as it looked. She drove off and I was pissed. I walked back to the beach and I took my stuff and went home. I was sitting on the sofa of Jacobs' house when I heard Amelia talking to Abigail. I pretended not to listen, but I did. I smiled when she said Abby was coming, not making it obvious to the others.

I went inside to get more beers when I saw some sleaze ball with his hands all over my girl. I heard him tell her to go upstairs with him and I wanted to rip his throat out. "I will give you 10 seconds to let go of her." I said, leaning against the door frame and I could see the relief in her eyes. The man tried greeting me and I told him to f**k off. "Are you alright?" I asked her. I really wanted to wrap my arms around her and never let her go, and she nodded, "I was looking for Amelia" she said, and I nodded, walking closer, I wanted to touch her so badly. I gave her my beer instead, and she drank all of it. We walked outside, and I saw her arguing with Amelia, and then she came to sit opposite me. I could not get my eyes on her. I listen to the conversation and I see she gets angry when someone mentions her being rich. "Oscar darling, remember it because you will be shouting it later." Oscar says, and I glare at him. If he wasn't my friend, I would have stabbed him.

I laughed at her comeback and I thought, darling, I would make you come so much in one night you would beg me to stop. I then saw her getting really mad, and I listened to her tell us about her parents and I could not believe it. This girl deserves to be loved and treated like a f*****g goddess, not like she is being treated. She left and I saw Amelia following her. "Damn man, I did not know she had such a rough life." Natalie said and I nodded. "You were staring at her the whole time Brax, are you that obsessed?" Jacob asked and I ruled my eyes. "f**k you man, she's hot who wouldn't stare?" I say taking a shot and drinking it and Jacob laugh shaking his head. Amelia came back and said she was leaving, and I stood up. I told her to stay, and she did not want to. Instead, I got in her car and decided to take her to my spot.

I sat watching her drive and when we stopped, got out "Do you rust me?" I asked her and could see the confusion in her face. "Not really" she said, and I laughed, "Just come". I said, taking her hand, and we walked down the hill. I watch her looking at the view, and I must say she is the best sight. God, what is wrong with me? I can not have her. I thought to myself, just looking at her. 'Did you bring me here to kill me?" she asked, and I could not help but laugh. No, I thought, but I can do something else for you, but that is not what I said. "No, I wanted you to see this, not a lot of people get to see this." I said, shaking my head to get it clean from my thoughts.