"Come on Charles!" She groaned while she keeps on pointing the window outside where we can clearly see the lights and people outside. Yes. It's that day today. It's already the Blue moon celebration... I groaned neither and turned to the other side of the bed. I'm currently lying on my bed and she's been convincing me to go with her outside to-- to enjoy the night! well, she isn't that out of her mind, she already gave me advices earlier like, we should enjoy this night so that we can replace my bad memory about this into new and happy one but come on! that isn't as easy as she thinks it is! well, compared the last years, I think I'm less angry of the celebration right now and that's really new for me. I'm sure I still haven't moved on from that tragic day but why is the pain I'm feelin

