Once and for all: you are mine

chapter 8

*** its my wedding today with all hindu rituals ...... all are excited my parents my brother ..lot of guests

when i reached the stage i noticed neha standing next to her brother ...giving me a victory smile ..obviously she won...because if she wouldn't have planned his thing ..rohan and i would be together ..but here she made me his brother's wife ....... one by one all wedding ceremonies ended and after the last phera (circle around the fire that couple takes with promise to their spouse)...the priest declared me his wife ...... and my name is now converted to ...mrs. misha adhir dewan***

i am in his room now on a beautifully decorated bed.. ...for our wedding night .......i am wearing my lehnga which is too heavy ..its been long since am here but he didn't come and i am glad for that ....i don't want to see that man ..i despise him alot ....but above all am afraid ....till now he tortured me many times but mentally .....and i am afraid that he will do that physically too ..... i was in my thoughts ...when suddenly the door opened .....i was sitting on the bed .... he looked at me and moved towards me .....as he  reached near me i got off the bed "stay away of me " i said .....he glared at me and again started getting close to me

"i said stay away or else i'll kill you " i said crying and pointing a short bladed knife towards him i hid it to me because i knew no matter how much strength i use i can never win him..... i took it for my safety i don't wanted to get r***d after all this mental torture and i don't trust this man ...

"oh....  you can kill?" he asked i shocked c*m challenging expressions ......before i could react 

he grabbed my hand with knife in it and placed it on his chest ...and out of my expectations he started digging it in his chest holding it in my hand ..."i'll give you a fair chance to will me " he said....blood started flowing and staining his white shirt ...i started crying "....please please ...no don't do this please .....you....will ....die please " i said crying and trying to get my hand out of his grip

"you only wanted to kill me" said 

"no...no...no nooo.......please"  i said

he released my hand and i pushed him a bit and rushed towards the gate to get out of this room i want be with this man .....how could somebody hurt himself and moreover i was holding that knife his blood is still hand......before i could leave......

he held my hand from back and pulled me towards him twisting my hand behind me ..making me hit his chest with no air space between us ...i winced in pain ....."dare you step out of this room and i'll kill ......and believe me i do what i say " .....he said and pushed me on the bed .....i hit the bed with force ....he than landed on me not too close but not too far .......i didn't push him because his shirt was mostly red because of the blood ..... 

"we are in my parents house and according to them we are happily married couple .....and you must maintain it infront of them ......we will leave tommorow"  he said and moved away of me leaving me on bed he took his shirt off ....and moved towards the mirror with a first-aid box ...... he cleaned his wound and and covered it with bandage ....he went to washroom ......i was regretting my action by seeing his shirt that was lying on the bed ....when he came back changed into lower and ......naked chest .......he then got on the bed and slept

i was still there ..where he left me after about an hour i got off the bed to change my clothes and part of me thanked him to not force me for any physical relation .

***next day we left for uk my family and his family came with us to the airport ....and neha is going with us too...... i was afraid don't know how these brother and sister are going to treat me there ..it will be going to be a tough task to leave with these guys and in some other country and to adjust there **

we reached to his house in uk or should i say villa or mansion it's way bigger and luxurious than my house the moment we steped in the house a lady came to us ...anybody could say that she is a professional slut by looking at her clothes and what she did ....she came to adhir and hugged him than all sudden planted a kiss on his lips which last a bit longer as he accepted it to be ....oh baby i missed you so much and again a kiss ...she is an indian origin britisher .....neha gave me a sly look may be to she thought i am jealous but i was not ......then a lady come to me ....."welcome home dear " she said giving me a bear hug ....this lady is in her late forties or may be early fifties....and what she did brought a smile on my face .....from that very moment i realised that she is the only lady in this place whom i can trust .....i thanked her and she took my to my room gladly adhir and i have different room as i expected ...

"may i know your name ?" i asked the lady 

"jenny... my dear my name is jenny i am the care taker of this house and also the cook ....adhir is close to me he treat me and respect me like his mother ....he is a good man ....you are lucky my dear that he chose you as your wife" she said without a break ....she was too excited 

"he forced me into this marriage ...he trapped my dad into fake charges and led him to jail ...and he almost killed my brother and presented it as an accident ......and if you think he is a good man then i would say i prefer bad man or may be worst but not good man" i said in still tone ...excitment was gone from her face though i like her from the very first moment we met but i can't tolerate praises about the man who destroyed my life ....and is important for her to understand that we are not happily married couple....i went to the washroom to take shower leaving her alone in the room confused .