Once and for all: you are mine

chapter 11

adhir:

i was looking for a files which i don't know where i left in home on the day  i slapped that girl because i was quite pissed so i forgot it to take that with me  ..... i would have asked  jenny if she saw that but she was not home as its sunday eve and she left early as usual ......so i thought of looking at cctv that i have in hall and in  my study ......and its then i regreted my actions in nervers ....when i saw exactly what happened that day ...i slapped a girl for first time in my entire life and ......she is innocent now ...i can clearly see that girl didn't push neha ....but why did she deliberately fall on the ground then ......this made me angry ..... i thought of apolozising her ...i found that jenny took that file into my room i left it on dinning table that day .....i later found that in my room ..... when i was about to leave the hall i saw here cooking something in kitchen .....i wanted to know if her hand is fine now ..... i moved towards her ...she was busy in her recepie that she didn't notice my presense and was again about to hit me her head in my chest ....god how can this girl be so unaware about her surrounding ...but this time i didn't mind her action.... i looked at her , she was shocked and afraid at the same time .....though i don't like her but i exactly remember this moment .....when first time i looked into her eyes and it hit my heart with number of feeling i just couldn't stop myself looking into it .......but she .....she just broke the moment and turned her face away from me...i didn't like it 

"there are other chefs too here" i asked her giving a glance to the food she was cooking

"hmm"she replied ....what is this hmm ...yes i was looking for a way to talk to her and to apolozise her but all she was giving me was a hmm

 ....... she continued her work in the kitchen but this time she is alert.... alert of my every action ....

"can i get ..what you are cooking?" i again asked her expecting a good reply

"hmm" she said ...again i mean are you serious am not habitual of getting ignored by girls ..cameon girl

i went to the dining table to wait for her to serve me ..as she agreed to give me her food ....with a 'hmm'

then after few minutes she came to the dining table holding a bowl and then next and then next she brought three bowls and placed them on the table ...i was noticing her every move ..... she then placed a plate infront of me ...and started serving me food ....looking at it my mouth started watering ..she cooked 'kadhai paneer and naan ...and in desert 'kheer' .....i was so pleased to see indian food as i hardly get to eat it because jenny is a britisher though she is a fabulous cook but not at indian cuisine..... all together i am at next level of happiness ...and the way she is serving me food like a very indian wife ..i felt good looking at the scene.....after the day i slapped her ....we barely crossed our path but fewer times i saw her i noticed that she always wear saree but today i noticed that she wears bangles in her hand and that mangalsootr in her neck ...before today i never spared a look to her ..but today i noticed she look simply beautiful 

she served me and served herself too ...... i was eating food but then i noticed she took her plate and went to her room ...... it hurts ...i thought it's me who hates her but now i realised she hates me too...and then suddenly i shook my head and remind myself about her real self ....she f****d rohan and don't know how many men ...yes for a moment i thought that it was neha who told me that ....if she could lie to me on that day then probably ..this is lie too ....but because rohan and his dad dared to get against me because of her ..there was something between them for sure.........and again i concluded that she is nothing but a gold digger and slut 

*** after few days i was going to the office and as i was about reach my car i noticed her talking to my driver ...it was not a long conversation because she was in hurry i could see that ....and what else i saw was that my driver was very casual to her nothing like the way he is with me as if i am a monster and these two are human....... i asked my driver "where is she going"

"to her office sir " he said ....

"where is her car?" i asked him immedialy

"she use public vehicle sir" he asked and i was shocked ....may be i never treated her like a wife but i have provided it with money and all luxury cars then why she use public vehicle

"since when?" i asked 

"since the day one she joined her office here sir" he said ...."hmm" i replied and got into my car 

*** .what is this girl ....she is my wife and in laws owner of half of my property even if i would divorce she would hell lot of money to spend rest of her life  and here she is working in some company and using public vehicle on other hand elly is my personal slut whom i can throw out of my mansion anytime i want still she is all enjoying on my money ...she always travel in my cars ,she always wear expensive clothes with my money actually i never thought of it before this day that is way i gave her my black card to spend how ever she wants ..............and voila with that i remembered that i have never given my card to this girl.....and never she asked me for money in these 6 months ofcourse she wears simple clothes because it's not my money ........i mean why i have f****d lot of girls but they never escaped any chance to use my money but this girl....who is already a slut and gold digger is out of my expectation is this thing about her ever true? ...can i trust neha with her? i questioned myself