Threat + "s**t, I don't want to do this, but my mother is dying, and I have to do a little to make her go happy. Please don't ask me to stay or choose between the two because I won't do it. I love you as a friend and more than that, never as a sister because that's sick. I hope you forgive me for leaving and not having the will to stay with you." It breaks my heart, I can't bear to see him like this. "I'm ashamed to tell you that I don't like men, that the person who drives me crazy is you, that my days stop being gray the moment you came into my life. Please... I don't know who I am." He's suffering more than me, having a family that only hurts and confuses you, that's terrible! Alexis is sacrificing a lot of things, for now, the guilt of his mother's impending death is making him a

