My mother-in-law hates me.
+ALEXANDRA+
Incredible... I'm behaving like a teenager as if he were my first love, I feel lost in front of him, I've even gone to the extreme, all to feel a bunch of butterflies in my stomach, "obviously literally"... Oh, what things I think.
I've even gone to the extreme of closing my eyes tightly, I don't want to open them because I'm afraid that all of this is just a mirage and that it will end in a couple of seconds. I think that's my biggest fear, not following through with everything I do, but also losing it the moment I achieve it.
Now I'm thinking about getting a puppy and having it be my present, the one that will remind me that sometimes you can have what you desire, but... there are always "buts" and that is what begins, and ends.
Oh, I can't
