THE LYCAN KING'S REJECT

HOT SHOWER - lily’s pov

No, I'm not going to let him do this to me again. I may not know him that well but I do know he's hurting. He doesn't seem to understand that it wasn’t Lorenzo who had hurt me, it was his wolf. They are two different beings with two different feelings. I understand his fear of not wanting to  hurt me. I can also understand his frustration. His s****l frustration. I can feel it through the slight bond we have. Our mate bond might be weak, but it’s there. 

I hate the fact that Lorenzo is beating himself up over what happened. It was a mistake that could have happened to anyone. Well anyone that had any uncontrollable wolf beast inside them, but i truly do not think it was his fault. I need to do something to make him realize that what happened wasn't his fault. 

So with the little bit of confidence I had left, I slowly got off of the bed and walked myself over to the bathroom door. I leaned my head against the door to hear the shower running. I let out a deep breath and quietly pushed the door open. 

  Nothing could prepare me for what I had just walked into. With his back facing me, his head down resting on his forearm which was against the shower wall. His other arm was down low slowly stroking himself while hot water poured all over his body. There was steam coming out over the top of the glass shower walls. The steam was starting to fog up the walls so I was slowly starting to lose sight of Lorenzo’s naked body under the water. With my courage starting to decrease every second I thought about doing this, I took a deep breath, pulled the socks I still had on, off, then unwrapped the shirt that was stopping the bleeding. When I took it off I could see the wounds were already mostly healed. I kicked the socks to the side along with the shirt. I approached the glass shower door slowly. As I slid it open I was hit in the face with shower steam. I stepped inside in shower and slid the door shut behind me.

I walked up behind Lorenzo and wrapped my hand around his torso. I felt him go stiff under my arms. 

“Lily-Jane, what are you doing here?” 

“I’m sorry I should have understood the way you felt. I'm so sorry I made you feel the way you did.” I placed a kiss on his back and worked my hands down lower. “You have done so much for me in the little bit of time we've known each other, and all I've done is frustrate you. I want to show you that I want this to work. I don’t blame you for what happened. I’m glad that I get to be the one that makes you lose control.” I kissed his back again then sucked leaving hickeys on his back. I moved my hands down lower til I brushed the base of his c**k. He shuddered and grabbed my wrist stopping my movements.

“You don't have to do this Lily and you did nothing wrong.”

I left more hickeys all over his back. 

“I want to.” I said into his back. He groans.

I got my hands free from his grip and I finally placed my hand on the base of his erection and gently wrapped one of my hands around his length. Goodness he was huge my small hand couldn’t even wrap all the way around him, maybe like half way. Not to mention he also had a wide girth. There was no way that wouldn’t hurt going in. 

I slowly mimicked the stroking movements I had seen him doing. 

“I want to make you feel good.” 

I have never done this before so I was kind of afraid I would do this wrong, but I couldn’t back out now. It was too late for that, and I don't think I really wanted to anyway. He felt amazing in my hand. His skin felt like soft velvet in my hand. 

I took my other hand down to c**k and ran my finger down a vein on the side of it. 

He stopped me once again and took my hands off of him. He surprised me when he turned around and picked me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist as he pushed me against the glass door. His lips are on mine in the blink of an eye. I will never get used to the amazing feelings I get when he touches me. He pins my hands above my head so I can't touch him. I arch my back when he moves his lips down my neck. He sucked gently on my collarbone. He moved his lips even further down to my breast. He puts one of my breasts in his mouth and the other is getting massaged by his large slightly calloused hands, and I felt amazing. Though this wasn't about me. I wanted to be the one that made him feel what I feel right now. 

I put my hands on his shoulders and pushed his hot body away from me. I shook my head and unwrapped my legs from around him. 

“No. This is about you. Not me.” I ran my hands down his sides and down his legs. I looked into his eyes as I got down on my knees. “Let me make you feel good.” Before he could say anything else I put both hands on his even larger than before c**k, and took him in my mouth. 

“Oh f**k princess!” he groaned out. He hesitantly pulled my hair back from my face and made a makeshift hair tie using his hands. It was clear to me that he was still afraid he would hurt me. So I sucked him and moved my hands in an up and down motion. He groaned as I sucked harder and took more of him into my mouth. I moved my head up and down on him. When my mouth came down on him he let go of my hair and placed his hands on the sides of my head. He thrusts himself down my throat even further, making me gag. After realizing what he did he takes his hands off the sides and puts them back to gather my hair. 

He is still afraid he’ll hurt me. I take his hands from my head and place it back to the sides where he had them. He looks at me worried and hesitant. I pull him out of my mouth so I’m just stroking him. 

“Please Enzo, this is what I want. You wont hurt me.” Then I put him back into my mouth and started sucking and placed my hands on his thighs and looked up at him. I sucked even harder and closed my eyes. He took that as his sign to do with me what he really wanted. I did too. Whatever made him happy. 

He started with slow steady thrusts but gradually went harder and faster, and I didn't mind one bit. I took one hand off his thigh and started to massage his balls. As he was f*****g my face I could already tell he was close. He tried to pull out but I put my other hand around him to keep him in place. I wanted to feel, taste , and see him explode in my mouth. 

“Holy f*****g s**t baby girl!” He thrust one last time before releasing in my mouth. I swallowed most of the hot c*m that released and licked the little that managed to escape my mouth onto my lips. “Gods you’re one of a kind.” he completely pulled out and pulled me up off of the floor. “That was hot.” Then he was kissing me again. Hard. after he pulled away from me. I smiled at him and slightly blushed. I had never done that before.

“ See you didnt hurt me. I am perfectly fine.” I told him as he wrapped his arms around my lower back.

“You are very much perfect and fine. Very fine love.” he said, smiling down at me. I rolled my eyes at his comment.

“That is not what I meant.” 

“Did you just roll your eyes at me?”

“No?” I cast my eyes downward. 

“I wouldn't do that again if I were you.”  he warned me. Goddess he sounded hotter than ever. He smirked and turned off the water.”Let's get out of here.” We got out of the shower and he gave me a white towel to wrap around myself. He wrapped a matching towel around his waist and we walked back to his bedroom. He went into his closet and pulled on some grey sweatpants and passed me a royal blue t-shirt. Which reminded me that I had to talk to Lorenzo. 

“Uh Lorenzo can we talk for a second?” I ask as I slip his shirt over my head. I really didn't want to ruin the moment we just had with what I was about to say.

“ yeah what is it princess?” he turns his back to me looking for god knows what. 

“I-I well I n-. I kind of -. I was thinking and i think I- uhm” i couldn't think of a way to say this without him flipping out before I finished. I look down at my lap trying to think. 

“Baby girl, what is it. You can't tell me anything.” he says approaching me with a shirt in his hand. I cleared my throat before I asked.

“Will you take me back home?”