Today, Enzo and I had woken up around the same time. We hadn’t been able to get much sleep and decided to stay up together till we needed to go down. I laid with my head against the headboard and Enzo in between my legs, with his head against my stomach. I played with his soft wavy hair as he drew circles on my hips with his thumbs. I was feeling a little bit better today. I felt like I had more energy than yesterday, I was still exhausted just not as much as before. Enzo on the other hand has barely spoken a word to me. I know that he was stressed out with the possibility of losing me, and he was think of possible ways to fix this. “Lorenzo?” I call once he stops drawing circles and stiffened. “Are you alright?” “Baby, I-” He exhaled deeply. “I can’t lose you, baby girl. I can’t

