EMPTY PROMISES
1340 Words
EPISODE 10
However,Ryan's intuition about Jana's behaviour recently convinced him that she's really pregnant.Her poor appetite,lost weight, abdominal pain are some symptoms of early pregnancy.She just trying to hide it all the way to Ryan.
"I need to see a Physician,I'm so sick recently"while eating some vegetables.Ryan just nodded his head.They eat breakfast together.
"Sir" a familiar voice interrupts their silence.Its Alia.
"Since when did you start to eat together?? full of ignorance she sits opposite of their direction.She didn't wait for them to say a single word,she stands up and is supposed to leave.
"I'm leaving,I need to catch up on my flight,maybe see you in a couple of weeks"she turned away heading towards the main door.The two of them looked at each other when she left.
Jana can't explain why she needs to stay in seclusion with him.
She barely escaped the other night but suddenly,Alia got inside in her room.
She hide all her things under her bed.
And this time she needs to be more careful once Ryan catches him everything will ruin her plan.
She can't even do regular routine because Alia already out of the country for holidays.
A gentle massage from her hands makes her comfortable.Its Ryan,he can sense that she got anxiety..
"I don't have anxiety,I had doubts about my health right now"a timid response from her.
"I can't lie to you,I'm excited to see our future babies"Jana's eyes wides,so shocked about the words she hears,she
got up in her sit in annoyance,planning to leave.But Ryan grab her hand.Pull her to sit back.
"Haven't I told you that I don't have plans to raise a factory inside your house"she's so pissed off,annoyed,she just holding her temper not to explode in anyway.Rysn giggles,he can't stop laughing,he almost choked...
"Speaking of the devil"Jana murmured.She wiped her lips with a table napkin and left him alone...
She walked towards her room.Open her door and lay down herself trying to release her tensions.She closed her eyes sobs in tears.
"How much I need to suffer after this?Jana is so hopeless,those words come out from her mouth,a hand wipes her tears.She open her eyes and saw Ryan just beside her.
"What your doing here? she gets up and sits on the other side of her bed.She walks towards her door but...
"Where married and your my wife, your the mother of my baby" he gets up and moves closer towards her.She was an inch away from him.
"God,what kind of spirit that dwells in this man,he cheated me,he lies on me,he manipulated me,this words best describes him"She never prayed to get married with him.She never saw a wishing star that will grant her wish..
"I know you have many doubts at my honesty but please give me a chance to prove it,open your heart for many possibilities between us"while walking towards her,she almost leans into the walls of her bedroom.
She get caught up in this situation again.His very good in luring her on his trap.His hands slowly reach and touch her belly. A huge smile of excitement draw on his face.He tap and massage it.
"Why you never giving up on me?,I'm just somebody"her voice gradually drew his attention.He just held her chin,there eyes meets and she shrug her head to avoid him.He keep staring at her.At ease Jana feels like she's safe beside him.She scold herself everytime she drown in his charm.
"I mean it,I want to spend my whole life with you"he comes closer as if she already heard his heartbeats.Her eyes avoiding him.She caught in mid air everytime he comes closer,the more she wants to avoid him,the more she can't escape from his arms.
"We can both civil towards each other,right"she has alibi now to stay away as far as she could.If she can be invincible she wanted to disappear in thin air.
"I can't blame you or force you to love me,I will give you,your freedom" a voice of frustration, gentle massage at her palm...
"Just don't treat me like a stranger,I will never insist you to love me"he carries her up to her bed..He put some pillow on.And sit beside her.
"You're the best that happens in my life,you know that"his voice startling,he can't imagine those words will suddenly comes out at his own mouth.Jana arch her arms,she gets up and lean on the headboard of her bed...
"You save my life,you give me shelter,and suddenly we're married and now we will expect our first baby"she's too exhausted being a timid person in this house.
"Being a parent is a lifetime responsibility"she patiently waits for his response.But she's surprised by a huge smile drawn at his handsome face.
"Absolutely,I have already embraced those responsibilities since our first night" a seductive smile lights up his vibrant personality.
"Jana remember what he did to you" she scold herself again.She can't help but adore him.His character are remarkable for her.
"You remind me of my father "she can't hide that she's impress by his presence.
"So,it means,you can love me forever??
he arch his brow and face her.A loud exhales,and he sat on the corner.
A couch facing directly towards her bed.
"Listen I can't promise anything,ok,but please don't worry about me"and then she tried to go out,but Ryan catch her hand.
"You're very good at walking out,when you are more mature enough to face me,this is reality, this is us" a serious glimpse of his face.
His eyes was too alluring to escape.
She can even look closely at his face.
Her heart is pounding faster.
This is her most hated conversation.
She wants to escape from anything else around her.
She's clueless,suddenly her lips felt so numb to say any words.
She doesn't like to argue anymore.
"Here's a thing,why don't we spend our time together,getting to know each other"he boldly offers his time.He wants her more and more.
"What do you know about me?she hastily asked him.She stood in front of him.
Looking through his eyes,she can feel safeguard,she lowers her head to avoid his.Only she realize that strong personality hidden in him,a man that she can lean on a lifetime.
"You change my life, your the reason why I believe in love"his words like a pierce object that shatter her into pieces.
What a shame on her to accused him in any circumstances.
"How can I explain to you that I want to be alone,I'm able to survive,I don't need any financial support from you"she gaze at him.In surprise,his reaction was not convenient for her to trust him.
"I'm not tired to prove to you that you're the last woman I will love for the rest of my life,and please stop bribing me"he notice that she's determine to leave him alone.
"I can't let you go Jana,I swear that in my ancestors grave"his voice too determine to win her heart at all costs.
"I can't promise you a happy family you wanted for"she simply ignore his glares to hide her frustrations.A facts that he declares his authority.His a man that hard to resist.A man with reputation and dignity.Hard to tame and be fooled by.
"All I ask Jana just give me chances to prove to you that I never lied to you"he passionately caress a tiny strand of her hair that covers her cheeks.She can't believe that despite of her aloofness still he can make her feel comfortable.
She can barely feel how he cares for her.
His strong presence sometimes she can't deny that she likes to spend the whole night beside him.
Only she put barriers between the two of them.
She's too naive to realize that she can't help herself but to adore his physique,his character throughout the seasons she's inside in his house...
"I can't wait the day that we both became parents,Jana" his words bring back Jana in reality.
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