Falling In Love With You Again

5

That evening, after the day’s shoot wrapped and the crew settled into a high-end restaurant near their hotel, James couldn't take the suffocating noise any longer. Leaving his glass of untouched wine and a plate of half-eaten food behind, he slipped out into the cool air.

He pulled a dark cap with a college logo low over his brow and tugged a simple white medical mask over his face, just enough to blend in as a local wandering the quiet town.

His feet carried him instinctively back down the blocks to where he had encountered her earlier.

A short walk brought him to the front of a clean, modern pediatric clinic. Through the large glass windows, the bright, warm light illuminated the cozy waiting area. The flurry of daytime patients had died down, leaving only a quiet, intimate calm inside.

And there she was.

James pulled his cap down further, stepping closer to the glass, his heart hammering violently against his ribs.

She was sitting behind the front desk, laughing at something on her phone. Her cheeks were flushed with a youthful glow, her eyes crinkling in pure, unbothered happiness.

She looked so agonizingly like the girl he used to know, the girl from high school, from college, from the sweet, quiet first year of their secret marriage before fame poisoned his soul.

Then, a handsome doctor in scrubs and a stethoscope draped around his neck walked up to her desk. He looked down at her with a quiet, profound fondness—a tender, protective love so obvious it burned James’s eyes to witness it.

As the doctor leaned down, lightly sighing over a stack of paperwork with a slight frown on his face, she looked up at him.

Without a moment's hesitation, she pressed her thumb to her lips, dampening it slightly, and reached out to gently smooth down a stray eyebrow and soften his furrowed brow.

James’s eyes widened in utter, agonizing shock. His breath hitched violently in his throat.

It was her classic, silly love language.

She used to do that exact same thing to James back in high school whenever he was stressed about auditions.

She always did it in college when he was brooding, and during their quiet mornings as newlyweds when he was overwhelmed. It was a habit so uniquely Cheska that seeing her do it to another man sent a violent, shattering wave of agony straight through his chest.

Something deep inside James didn't just break; it fractured into a million unrecoverable pieces.

A physical ache hollowed out his throat. He wanted to burst through those glass doors, tear her away from that desk, throw his arms around her, and scream how desperately he missed her. He wanted to drop to his knees, weep into her lap, and beg her for forgiveness until his lungs gave out.

But as he watched her burst into a bright, tender smile at the doctor, a smile so radiant, so completely free of the terror, grief, and trauma he had inflicted on her—his feet remained glued to the pavement.

The suffocating truth paralyzed him. She was happy. Truly, deeply happy.

Who is she now? James thought, his tears soaking silently into the fabric of his mask as he stared through the glass. Why doesn't she remember me? How can she give him the exact same love she once gave only to me?

Standing outside in the dark, watching another man hold the warmth that used to be his entire world, James realized the cruelest punishment of all wasn't losing her to death.

It was watching her live, completely healed, in a world where he no longer existed.

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Cheska POV

By seven o’clock, the cool evening air had settled over Lindenhurst. Paul and I finished securing the clinic's front doors, ready to wrap up the day and head out for dinner.

I had swapped my pediatric blouse for a casual pastel top and comfortably worn jeans, while Paul looked effortlessly handsome in a dark fitted T-shirt and denim.

As we stepped onto the sidewalk, I instinctively slipped my fingers through his. His hand was warm, solid, and comforting, the anchor that kept me grounded every single day.

Our original plan was to hit our favorite local spot, but the street was unexpectedly electric tonight.

Media vans were parked along the curb, bright lights illuminated the pavement, and a crowd of excited fans hovered near the main dining strip. The movie crew had taken over the entire venue.

"Curious?" Paul asked, slowing his pace to glance over at the commotion.

"Seriously, Paul?" I pouted, tugging gently on his arm. "Can we just go eat? I'm starving. My adobo was tragically destroyed hours ago, and I am officially demanding ice cream for dessert."

Paul laughed, his eyes crinkling as he shook his head. "Elena, no ice cream for you tonight. You know if you eat late-night sugar, you get those terrible nightmares again."

"But I want one, please?" I pressed, locking my arms around his and looking up at him with my best imploring, wide-eyed look. "Can your loving fiancée please have just one scoop?"

A few paces behind us, tucked deep into the shadows of the awning, James froze.

The sound of her voice—that exact tone, that playful, exaggerated begging for ice cream, sent a violent shiver straight down his spine.

It was a phantom echoed straight from his past. High school date nights, late-night college runs to the parlor... Cheska used to pull that exact same face, begging him for late-night sweets, only to wake up tossing and turning with terrible dreams, keeping them both awake until they looked like zombies the next morning.

Hearing her beg another man with the very same cadence tore through James's chest like a rusted blade.

"Okay, fine. Just one scoop," Paul relented with a fond smile, nudging my nose. "But no pistachio for you."

"But I want chocolate with pistachio!" I groaned dramatically. "You are absolute savage, Dr. Steen."

Behind us, hidden beneath his dark cap and medical mask, James’s heart stopped. His brows furrowed in complete, dizzying confusion.

Pistachio?

His mind reeled, tumbling over itself. Cheska was severely, violently allergic to pistachios. A single bite would send her straight into anaphylactic shock. He remembered the horror of an emergency room trip during their sophomore year when she had accidentally eaten a nutty cookie.

Why would she ask for pistachio?

James stood rooted to the pavement as Paul and Cheska turned the corner toward a smaller, quiet Greek tavern down the block.

A terrifying, cold wave of uncertainty washed over him. Was it really just a cruel coincidence? Was this vibrant, sweet woman truly just a stranger named Elena who happened to share the face, the voice, and the endearing habits of the girl he lost?

No, James thought, his hands clenching into tight fists inside his coat pockets as tears pricked his eyes. God knows it’s her. I know it’s her.

Yet as he watched Paul lean down to softly kiss her temple, and watched her smile back with complete, unburdened devotion, the mystery of who she had become felt like a wall of glass—clear, painful, and entirely unbreakable.