I stirred from my shallow sleep when a faint ringing reached my ears.
Oh. That wasn’t my phone.
Through a markedly slow matter of motion, I maneuvered my eyes fully open then shortly recalling that I slept over with Soren last night. I lowered my gaze upon noticing Soren's naked back, his sitting in the edge of his bed. I remained in shush for him to not notice that I'm awake already. Also the fact that he is talking to someone over the phone.
“..this afternoon? But it's our moving day tomorrow.. O—okay.. Okay.. Of course, I'll reserve one for you.. Natalie...”
Natalie? I mimicked the certain name inside my head.
Sino ang babaeng iyon at bakit parang intiresado ang kausap ni Soren sa kung sino man siya?
My curiosity provoked me to pay close attention to their conversation.
“I can't promise, asshole! Look she's really a busy woman.. Yeah, damn you.. Back off, punk! She's totally not on tap.. Asshole! I'm not hitting on her.. I swear I'm good and contented with my behind-the-scene lifestyle. It's her call not mine. Oh shut it, Freud! I'll hang up now.”
I haven't had heard any women who're scarcely involved in Soren's private life. It was only me, our mother and our cousins. But who's this Natalie girl?
Though he refused to admit that he's hitting that girl, I can't scrap off the truth that it made a pang inside my chest.
Within numerous number of months of being romantically committed to each other, I didn't see nor heard that Soren is going out with another woman. Not that I asked him to nor put any policies between our line that he can't date another woman. Parang kusa lang naman siyang humiwalay sa fūckboy life niya noon.
As her sister, I wanted him to involve in an exclusive linkage to whom he love, except me. I sometimes think of keeping ourselves apart so his eyes would discover somebody else and he'd try to open his heart to another woman.
I do love him, no doubt about that but I'd be selfish if I jailed him in this difficult situation forever. Oh, I don't believe that forever exists. Everything has its limit at isa na doon ang relasyon namin.
Eventually our secret and illicit affair will bring to light. We'll hurt everyone, mostly our parents. Ourselves, too. Siguro panahon na rin upang tuldukan ang pagkakamaling ito.
But the question is, kaya ko ba?
I think I should give it a try.
“Natalie... Natalie..”
My heart twinged as I've heard Soren jovially chunters that name. She must somehow special to him, I guess.
I shut my eyes back and pretend like I am still asleep once he began operating his posture. The weight of his stares is disturbing me, particularly the moment I felt him crawling underneath the woven fabric that's wrapping my naked body.
My legs jolted as Soren began to brush his lips along the course of my right freaking leg. I held the blanket against my chest when Soren is proceeding to the northern path of my thighs.
Oh, Mary!
“Ohh..” I gasped at his sudden attack to my mother-of-pearl. His mad tongue started to dance in circular motion against my womanhood. Deliberately creeping my sensitivity up.
“Hope you like this kinda hot wake-up call, princess.” I heard his deep and slightly hoarse voice behind the blanket.
Instead of replying, I did parted my legs for him to get an accurate access to my mother-of-pearl.
God! Kanina lang ay iniisip ko na ang pag-iwas sa kanya pero ngayon, heto na naman ako. Nagiging marupok dahil lang sa simpleng pagpapaligaya sa akin ng kapatid ko.
“Hmm.. ahh..” A soft moan escaped from my mouth as Soren's tongue went stiffened then afterwards he thrust it in and out my cave. An orgasms began to form inside my abdomen so long as Soren is thoroughly driving me insane.
His tongue is fcking me skillfully. Insanely! God, Soren! What have you done to me to get crazy about this thing, about you?
Gezz..
“Do not retain those glorious moans of yours, princess. Let it go! Moan... let me hear it.” His heavy breath mixed to his husky voice.
“Yeah.. s**t. Ohhhh.” I moaned breathlessly. Tightened the grip on the blanket. Naging marubdob ang paglabas-pasok ng dila ni Soren sa loob ko, bagay na nagpapabaliw sa buong sistima ko.
“Just moan, Selene. Stop cussing or else I won't f*****g kiss that lips of yours.”
“Then don't...” Can't think straight anymore. Sino ba namang makakapag-isip ng matino kung may taong sumisisid sa kailaliman mo habang pinapapak ang seresa mo?
“Stubborn!” I heard him hissed. My foot fingertips dripped down to the soft cloth case of the bed because Soren did suck and nibbled my c******s harshly.
“You jerk! Be gentle, will you?” Ungot ko at muntik ko nang masapak ang ulo nito na nakausli sa may ibaba ko.
“One more cuss and you'll be unable to go to to work today.” He threatened while still having a good time fcking my womanhood.
“No way!” I took a glance at the alarm clock above the paxton nightstand beside his bed and to my surprise, eight ㏂ na. “Oh please, make it a bit faster, Soren. I have an appointment at ten. God!”
Thankful that Soren didn't brag his silliness at all. He continue to defrauding my GenOr. “Ahh.. Ohh, Soren... I love that. Ang sarap...” Mahaba kong ungol. Naglalaro pa rin sa loob ko ang dila nito.
Ano mang segundo ay maaari nang sumabog ang inipong orgasmo ni Soren sa loob ko but our activity gets interrupted by a sudden knock on his door.
“Soren, hijo. Nandiyan ka ba?” Nanay Violetta's worried voice trespassed inside the room. Naalarma ang ulirat ko. Ano kayang sadya ni Nanay Violetta kay Soren?
Soren's pissed face came out from the blanket and ruffled his hair frustratingly. “Istorbo!”
Mahina ko siyang tinadyakan dahil sa pag-ungot nito. “Baka nakakalimutan mong iyang sinasabi mong istorbo ay ang taong nagpalaki sa akin!” Sinamaan ko siya ng tingin.
“I'm sorry, okay?” Labas sa ilong na anito. Akmang sisisid na siya ulit nang kumatok ulit si Nanay Violetta.
Natawa ako sa pagbusangot ng mukha ni Soren. Sheez.. He's so damn cute when frowning. Sinfully cute.
“Labasin mo na baka importante.”
“Lalabasan ka na nga, 'di ba? I'll get go—” Magdadahilan pa sana ito na obviously naman ay kabastusan lang pero kaagad ko naman siyang pinigilan.
“Soren?” Pinanliitan ko siya ng mata.
Annoyingly, he left no choice but to stood up at nagsuot ng roba bago hinarap si Nanay Violette. Nagtalukbong ako ng kumot dahil baka bigla na lamang sumilip si Nanay dito sa loob. Ayokong mabuking kami sa eksaktong akto. God!
“Ano po iyon, Manang?” Asked Soren.
“Ah, hijo. Hindi mo ba napansin ang kapatid mo? Wala kasi siya sa kuwarto niya. Ang alam ko kasi ay umuwi iyon kagabi. Nag-aalala lang ako baka ka kung umalis iyon kagabi at hindi nakauwi.”