JACQUELINE
I exit the car, relieved to see Lane’s car in the driveway. I thought he might have come to this property, but he has several places he goes when we argue, so I was not sure, so I began here.
On the way to Elise's, all I could think about was what my mother said. She was right. I love Lane, whether I admit it or not and I wasn’t perfect in our marriage. In fact, I feel like I am to blame for everything, that I pushed him into the arms of the other women.
The admission rekindled all of the pain and longing I felt when I thought he was gone. My world was cold and dark, despite the fact that I thought Lane had nothing to offer me and that I only wanted him around for the kids. But the pain I felt wasn’t about the children—it was about me, my regrets, and how I was ready to gi
