He Called Me Gorgeous. Disaster Engagement Series Book 2

Episode 13

Just then the elevator door pinged open. I thought that it must have been Stacey, then the Big Man appeared in my kitchen. "Morning Gorgeous, you look tired" he said with his hands in his pockets “I've just woke up" I said and I noticed his eyebrows were down and he didn’t look happy "I didn't get much sleep last night Gorgeous" and I have to admit his eyes did look puffy “oh really" I said “yeah I was up all night listening to you screwing some guy" I was mortified, I let out a little laugh "I'm so sorry Big Man" he looked awful and I felt terrible that I had woke him “oh harder harder, I want you to come. It was like a porno up here" he said and I covered my face with embarrassment “Big Man” I squealed as I slapped his arm. “who's the lucky guy?" He asked “it's Tommy" I said coyly “what? Holy f**k! What are you thinking? Fran is going to go nuts when he finds out" “it's nothing to do with him" I snapped "after what happened with Stefan he's going to lose his s**t if he finds out you are shagging another one of his mates" he was really beginning to piss me off “don't say it like that" "like what?" He asked like he didn’t know "Like I'm a slut that sleeps with loads of guys, you know I hate that" he shook his head “I’m sorry but I didn't mean it like that Gorgeous, I just mean look how it turned out the last time with Stefan" he started to rub my arm. "Tommy’s different, he’s a nice guy" I said trying to defend him “you thought that about Stefan" I bit my lip. Was he right? Was I jumping into something with Tommy when I hardly knew him. "I'm sorry to burst your bubble Gorgeous but he's a bit of a ladies man, I think you should maybe call it a day before it gets serious" I was confused “Is he really a ladies man? Because he seems really sweet to me?” He gave me a look as if I was stupid “of course he is, when we were filming he banged every girl on the set" but I was confused “I thought you said it was an all male cast and crew and that the nearest woman was miles away" What he was saying didn’t make any sense. "no he cleaned up and he's always saying he loves to chase birds then when he gets them he loses interest, anyway think about that later, how was the s*x?" and I couldn’t believe that he was actually asking me that and I put my hands over my face so he couldn’t see me blushing. "Big Man don’t ask me that" he let out a load laugh “don't act shy now, you certainly weren't shy last night, was that the first time?" He asked "no I went back to his last week then I kind of avoided him and then last night." "That explains why he was moping about all week. I thought it was because his dog had died" "I'm sorry I was so loud" "I think the whole street heard you gorgeous. It was hot. Anyway where's your mate Stacey I need to blow off a bit of steam after listening to you all night" he kissed my head "I mean it Lydia watch yourself with that one" he said as he wondered over to Stacey's bedroom and slipped inside the door and I couldn’t help but laugh because he was one to talk the way he was treating Stacey. I let out a sigh. I really liked Tommy but the Big Man was just looking out for me. I made two coffees and went back to bed just as Tommy began to stir. "alright girl, you look beautiful" he said with a huge grin and my stomach flipped because he was so handsome. I gave him his coffee and sat on the bed. "Why are you all the way over there" he placed his coffee down and dragged me into a bear hug. "What's up princess?" He asked and his eyes where full of concern. "The Big Man heard us having s*x all night and I'm mortified" he let out a laugh and I couldn’t help but smile either. Then my phone rang and it was Fran, had the Big Man text him already to tell him about me and Tommy? Was he going to kick off on the phone. "sorry I better get that, it's Fran, he’s probably calling to ask about the meeting last night" I answered my phone trying to sound confident “hello honey, how are you?" then a small voice came over the phone "my grandad died this morning " was all he said and I could hear the heartbreak in his voice. “oh honey, I'm so sorry, I will be there in a couple of hours" He was silent for a moment and Tommy was making a face like he wanted me to tell him what was wrong. “you don't need to come” he said and I rolled my eyes “I'll see you in a few hours Fran, I love you honey" but he didn’t say anything back he just ended the call and I jumped up and ran into my dressing room and put on some jeans and a tshirt and some flip flops and grabbed my hand bag. "What's happened? Is everything ok?” Shouted Tommy from the bed but I just ignored him and I ran out into the living room. "Jamie hurry up, old Frankie has died, we better go home to see him” the Big Man appeared at Stacey's bedroom door struggling to put his trousers on "we better get up to there quick" I went back into my bedroom " I'm sorry Tommy, I need to go, poor Fran is upset, his grandad has died" I went over to him and gave him a kiss and quickly turned and ran out to the living room and the Big Man and I both ran towards to elevator doors. Tommy followed me out and then stoped and stood in the doorway when he noticed the Big Man. Stacey ran out with just a sheet wrapped around her. "where are you going Jamie" asked Stacey with a petted lip "Home” She gave him a confused look “What? Down stairs?” She said with a nervous laugh “Don’t be daft I mean our real home, we need to get to Glasgow” and the doors closed. I heard Stacey shouting "call me" and I looked at the Big Man and he said “as if” and let out a chuckle.

We spent the next week and a half in Glasgow with Fran. He was his usual sulky self but I must admit he was a lot more quiet than usual. When we got there we helped him organise the funeral. There was only a few people there because Fran didn't have much family. My mum had flown in for it and she was constantly fussing over Fran. Sometimes I used to think she liked him better than me. She absolutely hated the Big Man which was understandable considering what his brother had done to me. She said every time she looked at him all she could see was his brother but I couldn't see it. The Big Man and him had the same dad but different mums and they didn’t look anything alike. My mum thought that what he did to me had only happened once and I didn't have the heart to tell her it had been going on for years because I knew it would have killed her. My mum insisted that the Big Man call her Mrs Knight when Chris and Fran called her auntie Elaine. The Big Man went back down to London as soon as the funeral was over because he said the dragon was giving him a hard time and he couldn't handle it. I stayed with Fran for a few days but he told me to head back down to London because we had some work to do and that he was going to stay in Glasgow for a few weeks to be with his mum because she was really struggling to cope. As soon as I got to London I went straight to see Tommy. I felt awful for the way I had ran out and left him in my flat. I didn't want to ask the boys for his number so I couldn't even text him to say sorry. I chapped the door and he answered it right away "hi Tommy" I said with a little smile he didn't look happy to see me. "Alright princess" he said in a grumpy voice and I knew I was going to have to grovel "I just back from Glasgow. I just wanted to apologise for the way I ran out on you last week" he opened the door and said “come in" but he said in a rather unfriendly tone and I was nervous that he was going to give me a really hard time. I stepped inside and he closed the door he grabbed me into a hug "don't say sorry, I totally understand. Frans your mate and he's like a brother to you, of course you would want to be there for him, I hope he's ok" I was shocked because if this would have been Stefan he would have shouted at me or worse. I tiptoed up and gave him a soft kiss on the lips "thanks for being so understanding" he gave me a strange look “of course, why wouldn't I be?" He asked and I knew I had to be honest with him “If it was Stefan he would have made my life hell" I gave him a big hug I was so grateful that he was being understanding and he let out a yelp "sorry are you ok honey?" I asked as his face was contorted in pain “Yeah I just hurt my ribs at the gym" "oh you poor boy" I said stroking his face "I wanted to call you but I still don't have your number" we both smiled. "Give me your phone" he said and quickly put his number in and rang his own phone "there you go, no excuse's now" I looked at the screen "have you just saved yourself as Jason Spence" I let out a laugh "yeah and have you in mines as princess" he leaned down and kissed me quickly and held me close to him. "Come on let's make up for lost time." He slapped my arse and threw me over his shoulder and headed up stairs. The next morning I snuggled into him. "You finally awake sleepy head" he said and gently kissed my cheek. "Yeah I'm exhausted, you had me up all night" he smiled into my neck. "I can't get enough of you princess, what you doing today?" "Nothing planned" "then your staying here with me" He said as he jumped on top of me.

A couple of months passed and Fran was still in Glasgow. I missed him loads but I spoke to him every day on the phone. His mum was a mess since his grandad had died and he said he couldn't leave her. Since Fran’s grandads funeral Stacey and the Big Man were practically inseparable. It was very out of the blue but I liked it. There was a photo on a celebrity website of them in a restaurant and I think it was the first time he had ever took a girl on a date. It was really sweet and I was happy for them and she was over the moon. I was spending all of my time with Tommy. I had hardly been back to my flat, not that anybody had noticed. I liked staying with Tommy because we got on so well. He made me laugh and made me feel wanted. I had never felt so sexy in my life. He kept saying how lucky he was to have me, which I thought was very sweet. When I was with Michael it was so intense because he was my first love and when I was with Stefan it was like babysitting a needy toddler, but it was fun being with Tommy. I met up with Carmela and Chris for dinner and told them I was seeing Tommy and they both didn't look impressed. "He's a nice guy, but you know Fran isn't going to be happy" said Chris. I felt guilty because Fran was going through so much with losing his grandad and looking after his mum and I was having the time of my life. "Chris he will be happy for us when he sees how happy we are together." They both looked at each other "I hope you’re right. But don't tell him yet. Wait till he's back and break it to him gently" I felt awful "yeah the Big Man said he would be pissed off because of what happened with Stefan. I know he's protective of me but he will be fine." I felt for Fran because the three of us were in London in happy relationships and he was at home looking after his mum. Every time I spoke to him he seemed really down so the quicker he got back the better. On the other hand I was having the time of my life with Tommy and we were having wild s*x all night and spending every waking moment together. I have to admit I had really fallen for him. We didn't go out much because I didn't want any photos of us getting out in the press and he understood but we never discussed Stefan. I went home to my flat one day to collect some stuff to take to Tommy’s house and Stacey said Stefan had rang and left his number. I had forgotten that I had agreed to go to an awards ceremony with him as his date. I decided I would call him later and I headed back to Tommy’s house just as he was coming out of the shower "you alright princess?" He said with a huge smile but I didn’t feel like smiling “No I’m not ok, I forgot I have to go to this thing with Stefan next Thursday and I'm dreading it" I looked up at him and his smiled had slipped and he looked totally pissed off. We never discussed Stefan, ever. "So what I'm meant to wave you off as you go out with your f*****g boyfriend. I'll just sit here until you come home" I didn’t know what to say, because if he would have been going out with his ex Lexi I would have hit the roof. “I'm sorry Tommy.." I said but he cut me off. “so what, now he's coming back to London that's just it for you and me?" He was seriously pissed off but I could tell it was because he was hurt.”No don't be silly, I just need a bit of time before I finish it with him" he came over and sat next to me and he took my hand. "Listen I know we haven't really spoke about it, but Lydia.... I'm crazy about you and I need to know how you feel about me?" I let out a little laugh. I put my arms around his neck and kissed him "Tommy you know how I feel about you, I'm really happy how things are going between us" but my words didn’t seem to have any impact on his mood. “I just don't want to be f****d about" he kissed me and I stroked his face "please don't worry about Stefan, he’ll probably be so drunk he won't notice I'm even there and then I can come back here." I was rabbiting on but he still looked deep in thought and I knew there was only way I could cheer him up, so I put my hand under his towel "let me make you feel better Tommy" he gave me a sly smile, I stroked his d**k and he inhaled quickly. I kissed down his body over his tight chest and rubbed my hands over his rock hard arms I gently kissed his abs and undid his towel and he was totally naked. I caught his hard on in my mouth and swirled my tongue around the top over and over and he threw his head back and swore under his breath. I was down on my knees in front of him as he sat on the edge of the bed I started to deep throat his huge d**k. He was grabbing the bedcovers at either side of him tightly. I was concentrating on not gagging and I was moaning all over his c**k. "Look at me” he said and I loved when he said this. I asked him a few weeks before why he kept saying it. He said it was because he couldn't believe I was with him and every time I looked at him he knew it wasn't a dream. I looked up and his eyes were full of lust. I took his d**k out my mouth and started to work it with both hands as licked the tip. I knew how much he loved it. He gave me a strange look "am I hurting you baby" I asked and he shook his head "no, it's just do you have to wear that thing while your doing that, it's putting me off" I looked down as I wondered what he was talking about. “Your engagement ring, it's putting me off." I looked at it "I'm sorry Tommy, I forgot I was wearing it" but my apology clearly didn’t go down well. “do you know what, just forget it" he quickly got up and stormed into the ensuite and I felt humiliated, he had left me on the floor like a f*****g dog. "What's your problem Tommy?" I shouted after him and he appeared back in the bedroom still totally naked "what's my problem? My problem is your walking about wearing a f*****g engagement ring from some other bloke. And every time you suck my d**k that fuckers looking back at me" I didn't want to argue with him because we had never argued before and I was still scarred by my relationship with Stefan and how nasty he could be. "I'm going home, you need to calm down" I said as I stood up. “how do you think that makes me feel? You come here wearing that and every time I bend you over I've got some block called Michaels name staring back at me" he had never mentioned my tattoo before but it must be have hurt about it for him to bring it up now. "How would you feel if I had my ex tattooed on me and was engaged to some other bird" I stared at the floor because I couldn’t defend myself. "well it makes me feel like s**t" he shouted. “I'm sorry Tommy I hate that you feel hurt" I said and I went towards him and hugged him. He broke away from our embrace and he had calmed down a little “I'm sorry for shouting at you princess, but I've really fallen for you and I hate to think of him taking you out and kissing you and holding your hand. Telling you that he loves you. It makes me feel sick to think of him with his hands on you" he went on and on pacing the floor in front of me before I could get a word in and he was really winding himself up. “please sit down Tommy, I need to explain to you what’s really going on" he sat down on the bed next to me and I noticed that his hands were shaking. I had never seen him so worked up before and I was glad that he wasn’t angry with me but with the situation. I decided to tell him the truth but I didn’t know where to start "I don't love Stefan, the engagement was a big drunken mistake. I should never have said yes but I thought it was just a joke. Then I couldn’t get out of it because he was taking lots of drugs and he has a drink problem, when I tried to end things with him he tried to slit his wrists. I put him into rehab, but it didn't help. He was paranoid that I was sleeping with the Big Man and Fran at the same time and he signed himself out of rehab and broke into my flat and broke my arm and tried to throw me over the balcony” As I explained the ins and outs to Tommy I was relieved that he was just quietly listening to me. He wasn’t angry or pacing the floor or cursing Stefan he was just taking everything that I was saying in and I loved him for that “The Big Man heard me screaming from the balcony and managed to stop him and he beat him up pretty bad, so since Christmas he has been blackmailing me so that I pretend to still be his girlfriend in the press for publicity or he will tell police that it was the Big Man that put him into hospital" Tommy looked shocked as I spelt it all out to him “f*****g hell princess" was all he said “and I need to wear this stupid ring all the time because if I get photographed without it he will go nuts" he stroked my face "you poor little thing, you've been through a lot haven't you?" I nodded my head “Yeah kind of. That’s why I stayed with Fran for a few months. I was too scared to stay on my own in case he came back" with one effortless movement Tommy lifted me onto his knee "how could anyone hurt you?" He said and kissed me and I was relieved that he believed me because it did all sound mental. “the worst part was when he used to call me a slut all the time. But I swear to god Tommy I've only ever been with him and Michael before you. Michael was my first love and I was single for years before I started seeing Stefan. I haven't had much luck with guys the first one broke my heart and the other one broke my arm. You must think I'm a mess" he shook his head “no I think you’re amazing, but I can't understand why this guy is still walking around, why haven't Fran and the boys cut his throat?” The thought of Fran getting his hands on Stefan sent shivers down my spine. Don’t get me wrong I hate Stefan but the thought of what Fran and the Big Man might do to him did scare me a little. “Stefan’s been travelling all over the place promoting his new album and he’s been making us a fortune because he’s signed to our record label so they haven't got their hands on him yet. I hope they calm down by the time they see him again” his eyes narrowed “knowing that lot they probably won't, I've been dodging the Big Man since you guys came back from Glasgow, he's a scary fucker when he gets going"I rolled my eyes “no he's not, he's a wee lamb, it's Fran that's sinister. It's the quiet ones you need to watch. Why have you been dodging him?" I asked out of interest “Because he caught me staring at you ages ago and he said he would cut my eyes out if he ever caught me perving over you again and after he heard us having s*x in your flat I've got the feeling he ain't going to be too happy with me" I had to put him in the picture about my relationships with the boys. “they are just protective of me because I’m like a sister to them and because of what happened with Stefan, they will be fine" but I could tell he wasn’t buying it. “thanks for telling me the truth about what happened with Stefan. It means that you trust me and it’s put my mind at rest because I had it at the back of my mind this whole time that this might just be a short term thing to you.” I felt awful that he had been feeling so insecure about my feelings towards him. “of course not Tommy." I said and I really meant it because I had fallen for him big time. “But I'm warning you, if I ever see that prick Stefan again I will break his f*****g legs" He kissed me gently and ran his fingers through my hair. He tilted my head back and brushed little kisses down the length of my neck. I let out a moan. "I will never hurt you princess" he said as he slipped my shirt down and started to kiss my shoulders. I was still sitting on his knee rubbing his rock hard chest with my hands and his little kisses were such a turn on. I stood up in front of him and took all my cloths off. He stood up and gently kissed me as we moved our hands all over each other's naked bodies and I was breathless. He gently lay me down on his bed and climbed on top of me and he kissed my stomach up between my t**s up to my neck. He opened my legs a little and nudged his c**k inside me. I had started the pill the month before and it meant we didn't need to use condoms anymore because we were exclusive to each other. Tommy loved our no condom s*x. He was gently pumping into me and gently kissing me and it felt exquisite. "I love you Lydia" he whispered into my ear my eyes shot opened did he just say that. My phone started to ring next to us and it was the dragons ring tone. We both looked at each other and laughed, "the dragon" he said in a scary voice. Trust her to spoil such a lovely moment. He started to really speed up I could feel my orgasam building. Tommy sat up between my legs and he was really going for it. It was a little different to our earlier love making. He started to rub my c**t as he banged into me. "I want you to come for me princess" he said all the time firmly rubbing my c**t and rapidly f*****g me with his huge c**k. I was close to the edge when he almost shouted "I want you to come right now" and slapped my c**t with the back of his hand. And I was gone! I was convulsing around him and screaming his name. He continued at the same pace through my orgasam when I started to come back down to earth I realised that he was now nose to nose with me "tell me" he said "tell me" "Tommy I want you to come I want you to come deep inside me, I want all your come just for me" he let out a primal grunt as he twitched on top of me. He bent down and kissed me gently "that was amazing princess" he lay on his back next to me trying to catch his breath. He took my hand and kissed it. I turned on my side to face him, "so Tommy, can I ask you something? Since we are sharing today" he gave me a smile "yeah go on" "why do you always need me to tell you to come?" His eyes shot open "oh s**t it's just a bad habit I have I will try and stop it" "no I actually like it I was just wondering why you like it so much" "well firstly it's a total f*****g turn on when you say it princess you’re so f*****g sexy. And well, when I was young I was with my first bird for about a year, she was my first love, she was dog ugly but she had big t**s" I rolled my eyes "very romantic Thomas" "anyway I was only young and she always used to complain that I came too quick" "oh right" "anyway I split up with her and f****d about being single one night stands and all that for years and then I met Lexi and we were together for about three years. What you've got to know about Lexi is she's a total b***h" "yeah I guessed that when I met her" "well after what my first bird said I was always self conscious about being a quick draw so I used to try and make it last for ages and Lexi hated it. Anyway I got into a routine of her telling me when she wanted me to stop" "really?" "Yeah it's a bit sad isn't it" "but you ask me to ask you?" I said with a giggle "because I know your satisfied and I just really like it when you tell me to come. Lexi would just lie there and say hurry up I want you to finish"