He Called Me Gorgeous. Disaster Engagement Series Book 2

Episode 12

don't worry, I better go home”I stood up off the bed and searched for my underwear but he grabbed my arm and dragged me back onto the bed “You’re going no where princess" and he gently he kissed me. "When I get back I will make you dinner and we can eat it in bed" I was relieved that he wasn’t just using Alfie to get rid of me. “are you sure? I can go if you've got stuff to do" I said trying to play it cool “are you joking? I've dreamed of you being in my bed for years and I'm not letting you go now" he kissed me again and then he stood up and went towards his wardrobe. He was naked and he had the most amazing arse. I watched him get dressed and he had the most perfect body. How could I want him again already. He was turning me into a s*x pest. He put on a t shirt and jogging bottoms and trainers. "Right don't you move, I mean it! I want you just like this when I get back" he gave me a kiss and headed down stairs. I heard him shout for Alfie "come on boy" and the door slammed behind them. I looked around his room it was pretty standard guys bedroom. It had a huge bed and huge telly. I looked at his bed side table and there was two picture frames. One of the photos was of him with an older guy. I looked at the photo and the older man had Tommys eyes and I presumed it must have been his dad and I have to admit he was handsome for an older guy. The other photo was of Tommy with a bunch of guys and I thought they must have been his brothers because they all looked alike except that Tommy was by far the most handsome one. I found it a little strange that there was no sign of his mum in the photos and that’s when I realised just how little I actually knew about him. Just then the landline phone rang and it made me jump. It rang for a while then went onto the answer machine down stairs. I picked up Tommys shirt from the floor and put it on and then I crept out into the hall to listen to the message that someone was leaving but I couldn't hear anything. So I tip toed down stairs so I could hear what was being said and it was a woman's voice and she sounded upset. “Please pick up Tom. How many times do I have to say I'm sorry." She had a really posh voice and it almost sounded fake "I should never have kissed my ex it was a drunken mistake, please call me when you get this" it was Lexi his ex girlfriend. I thought they had split up over a year ago and here she was still begging for forgiveness. Give up love I thought to myself. I looked up beside the fridge and there was a Lydia Knight calendar. I didn’t even know there was such a thing. It was hanging on February and by then it was the middle of September. It was an old photo of me in a bikini from a holiday a few years ago. I let out a little chuckle and shook my head. I know that he had said that he was a big fan of mines but it was funny that he had a photo of me practically naked on his wall. As I turned to go back up stairs, the phone rang again "Tom I swear to god you better answer this phone or I'm going to scream..... you better not be with that slut Lydia knight...I can't believe you were trying to make me jealous today. Well it worked, I miss you, call me.” I didn’t want to think that he had been using me because I really like him but I didn’t want to get involved with him if he was going through a messy break up. I headed back up stairs and lay on his bed. I didn’t think he was the type to use me but he did seem a bit manipulative because he had admitted that he had befriended Fran so he could get to me. My head was swimming but I just closed my eyes as I drifted off to sleep because he had exhausted me.

I woke up a few hours later and the house was in darkness. No wonder I slept so long because Tommy had really worn me out. I shouted out his name and there was no answer. I crept back down stairs again and he wasn't there. The house was quiet. Where the hell was he? He must have been gone for hours and then it hit me. He must have went to see his ex Lexi. I sat on the bottom step of his staircase and put my head in my hands because I couldn’t believe how stupid I had been to have fallen for his lines. I knew he was a great actor but I had actually believed that he liked me. I ran up stairs and quickly got dressed. As I was putting my suit on I was cursing and swearing. I couldn’t believe that he had just left me in his house rather than ask me to leave. I was so angry and humiliated. I ran out the door and noticed that his car was gone. What a total wanker I thought to myself. I headed around the corner to my flat I couldn't wait to get home.

I woke up the next day and my phone was ringing and it was Fran. "Morning gorgeous, how are you? How was filming yesterday? I'm sorry I couldn't make it something came up last minute" I was sorry too, I was sore all over and if he would have been there nothing would have happened with Tommy "It went ok" I said sheepishly “are you alright?" He asked, he knew me too well "yeah I’m just tired” “sorry to wake you so early. I had to head up to Glasgow yesterday, my grandad is in hospital and mums went off the rails" Frans mum had a drink problem his whole life. I think that's why he always needed to be in control of us and wanted everything to be perfect because his home life had been so erratic growing up with her. That's why my mum treated him like a son, when his mum went missing for a whole week or so with some new boyfriend Fran would come and stay with us. My mum would even take him on holiday with us because she hated to leave him with her. His grandad was never around because he was always in and out of jail, so he only really had my family. “I'm so sorry honey, do you want me to come up to Glasgow to keep you company?" He took a deep breath “yeah I wish you were here gorgeous but I need you to hold down the fort in London, I've got a few meetings I need you to go to this week and remember that you have that TV interview thing on Thursday" I was glad he had reminded me because I had forgot all about it. I was dreading it because it was yet another interview where I had to pretend to still be in a relationship with Stefan. "ok just email me the details of the meetings and let me know how he is doing. I love you Francis” I wanted to let him know that I was there for him no matter what. “speak to you soon" was all he said and then he ended the call without another word. I knew what he was like when it came to his family, he would alway push everyone away. He had always been like that, but I was worried about him up in Glasgow on his own. I quickly called Chris "Hello honey, have you heard from Fran?" He sounded like he had just woke up too “no what's up Lydia?" He asked with a yawn “he's up in Glasgow, his grandad is in hospital and his mum isn't much help to him and he doesn't want me up there with him, he says I have too much to do here..." Chris cut me off “I will get the next flight up there" he said “thanks Chris, I worry about him up there on his own" "don't worry he will be fine but I will head up to keep an eye on him" That’s what I loved about our friendship’s, all four of us would drop everything for each other. “call me when you get there" I said “speak to you soon Gorgeous” I lay back and thought about poor Fran. I remember when we were little, my mum used to throw him into the bath with me because he was filthy and she would wash his cloths and make his lunch for school every day. If I called her right now to tell her what was happening she would be on the first flight to Glasgow to look after him. He was the son she never had and I think that's why Fran looked after me so well. Then my mind strayed onto Tommy, if I told my mum about him she would jump the first flight here and slap the s**t out of him. I couldn't believe the way he had treated me and that I had fallen for his charms. I was officially over men. I just hoped he wouldn't say to the boys that he had f****d me all ways because I would have died of embarrassment. The next week passed quickly, I followed all of Frans instructions but I wasn’t feeling very well and I kept being sick. I thought that it was food poisoning but it would go away and then come back so I went to see the doctor. The doctor asked if I could be pregnant but I explained that I hadn’t had s*x in months except for Tommy a few days before my doctors visit and I had been feeling sick for a while. He said he thought that maybe it was anxiety and he said that I should speak to a therapist and that perhaps I was suffering from post traumatic stress since Stefan had attacked me. I said that I would think about it but there was no way I was going to see a shrink and I just put my sickness down to a tummy bug. On Saturday evening I still felt awful but Fran had organised a business dinner at the Ivy with two American guys from our office. They were both really sweet guys but they were a bit nerdy. I sat across from them and we discussed the American tour that was coming up. It was only in a couple of months time and there was still a few details we had to agree on. I was looking forward to the tour because I was desperate to get away from London because the idea of bumping into Tommy made my toes curl. I had decided to publicly end my engagement with Stefan before we left so I didn't need to deal with the backlash from the press. The tour couldn't come quick enough for me. One of the guys was called Ted and he reminded me of Harry Potter with his little glasses. He nipped outside to take a call which left me with the other guy Dean. Dean was possibly the shyest person I had ever met. As we sat chatting I noticed him turning red and trying to cover his face. I asked if he was ok and he said that everybody was staring at us. I told him that he was being silly but when I looked around the restaurant I noticed that there was a few people looking at us but that was just the down side of being famous. We finished our dessert and I paid the bill and as the waiter cleared our table I heard someone come up behind us and to my surprise it was Tommy. His face was like fizz and he stared at poor Dean like he wanted to punch him. Dean’s face was bright red and I felt terrible for him. Tommy stood in silence staring at Dean and after what felt like an eternity he finally spoke “Alright princess?” He asked finally looking at me “Hi Tommy, this is Dean" he looked at him then back to me. "I spoke to the Big Man, he said you were here on a date, I hope you don't mind me interrupting" he was smiling but he didn't seem happy. "I need to speak to you" He said shooting poor Dean a dirty look. The Big Man was such a wind up, he was probably at home laughing at Tommy for believing him. Ted came back from his phone call and sat down. "It's not a date it's a business meeting" I seen a slight flash of realisation pass over his face and Ted and Dean looked uncomfortable. “We are done for tonight Lydia, here's my cell number, call me if you need any more information." I stood up and shook both of their hands. "Nice to see you again, I will email you in the morning” they both quickly dashed away and I couldn’t blame them because Tommy looked furious. Tommy stood with his hands in his pockets. "I’m sorry for interrupting your meeting, can I give you a lift home? I really need to speak to you." I decided that I might as well hear what he had to say and I wanted to make sure that he didn't tell the boys what happened between us. We walked outside and into his car and drove to my flat in complete silence. He parked his car in the car park under my flat and switched the engine off but he still didn’t say anything. “thanks for taking me home I appreciate it" I said as I opened the car door and he grabbed my hand. “Don’t go, I wanted to see you, in fact I’ve wanted to see you all week but I still haven't got your phone number, I got back to my house last Friday and you had vanished. You didn't even leave a note." he looked as if he was feeling sorry for himself and I could feel myself about to explode but I had to stay calm. “I left because you had been gone for hours and when I woke up and realised you still weren't home and that your car was gone, I thought that you must have forgotten about me.” He gave me one of his smiles but I wasn’t about to melt into his arms again. “don't be daft girl" he said “then what happened? Why did you disappear?" I snapped and he took a deep breath. “Alfie ran out onto the road, he was hit by a car. I got him to the vet but they had to put him down." He looked genuinely devastated and I felt awful. I had been cursing him all week and it turned out that he only left me because of an emergency. “oh my god Tommy are you ok honey? I'm so sorry I didn't realise" I said as I took his hand. “it's my fault I should’ve been looking after him, I had him for 5 years and he’d never done anything like that before" he looked crushed and although I couldn’t blame him but I just hoped that he wasn’t about to burst into tears. “Please don’t blame yourself, it's not your fault Tommy, I'm so sorry you must be heartbroken" I threw my arms around him and gave him a soft kiss on the lips. "Lydia I feel like I've lost a family member, honestly you must think I'm a f*****g whimp" I shook my head “no I don't think you’re a wimp, you loved him and he loved you. It's so sad honey. Poor Alfie" he nodded his head. "I'm sorry about just showing up tonight but I was at the gym with the Big Man this morning and overheard him saying you were going there for dinner tonight. Then when I asked him about it he said it was a date. I'm sorry I just turned up like that but I was desperate to see you. I can't stop thinking about you" I felt really guilty for jumping to the conclusion that he had blown me off. “no I'm sorry Tommy, I've been wondering around all week thinking you’re a dickhead, I was even contemplating telling the dragon" he looked confused “what? Who's the dragon" he asked “My mum! I was going to call her to tell her you were a dickhead and she would have got the first flight here and to kick the s**t out of you" he let out a gruff laugh "that's the first time I've laughed all week princess, please don't set the dragon on me, my dogs just died" he said with a little smile "oh I'm sorry honey" I kissed him again this time he grabbed the back of my head and kissed me back and I had missed him. I couldn't believe how wrong I had been. When had I become so cynical? I straddled him as our kiss deepened. His hands reached up to my t**s he put one hand inside my bra and began kneading my n****e. His tongue was in my mouth and I could hardly breath because I was so turned on. "please don't tell the dragon about this either darling" he whispered “Don’t worry I won't" I kissed him again and he ran both hands up my thighs and over my arse. I put my hand up his tshirt and stroked his perfect abs. "I haven't forgotten what you said the other day, I want you in the back seat right now" he said in a breathless voice. I bent down and whispered in his ear "but Tommy you know I'm a good girl, what if someone sees us?” he let out a groan of pure lust. "If someone sees us they’re in for a good show princess." Although I was scared that someone might see us or take pictures of us together I knew that his windows were tinted and I decided to just go for it. I climbed off his lap and crawled into the back seat. Then I slid of my thong off and spread my legs a little and he looked around at me with a filthy smile. He sprung out of the drivers side and opened the back door and got in beside me. He lay me back across the soft leather and quickly undid his trousers and took out a condom. I watched as he slid it over his massive c**k and I loved it. “spread your legs wide princess, I want to see how turned on you are" I did as I was told and he looked down at my bare p***y and he was mesmerized, after a second or two I broke his concentration "Tommy I want you" I said “take off your dress” he demanded. I loved how bossy he could be. I pulled my dress and bra off over my head and I was naked except for my heels. He grabbed my knee and put my legs nearly over my head and thrust his huge hard on into me. Long exquisite thrusts and he was hovering over me. "you’re so tight, you feel so good" he said as his speed began to increase "can you take it all princess?" "Yes I love it" I closed my eyes as I enjoyed the sensation of him being inside me. I had been thinking about our s*x together all that week. He was f*****g me fast now. I could feel the whole car shaking. I threw my head back and pushed my chest up almost begging for him to play with my t**s "Look at me" he said and I managed to open my eyes and focus on him and he looked so hot, his gorgeous eyes were piercing into my soul. "tell me to come" he said "I want you to come Tommy, I want you to come all over my t**s, I want you to shoot your load all over me let me know that I'm yours" he let out a grunt and he pulled out of me and quickly pulled off the condom and I grabbed his c**k and started to move my hand over and over. I looked up at him "I want you to come Tommy, come for me" he gritted his teeth as his hot load exploded onto my chest he grabbed the back of my head and kissed me hard. "f*****g hell princess, I thought you said you were a good girl" he smiled against my lips. "I was until I met you" he kissed me again. “thank god for leather seats" he reached into the front and grabbed some hankies and I took them from him. He did up his trousers, and I sipped my dress back on. "Can I come up stairs with you?" He asked and I could tell he was still kind of nervous. He looked at me as if I might have told him no. “Yeah of course, I think I need a shower." He gave me a smile and he let out a sigh of relief. He was such a confident guy but I had noticed that sometimes after s*x he could be a little needy, and I kind of liked it. Once we had straightened ourselves up he got out his side of the car and swaggered around to my side and he opened the door and threw me over his shoulder and headed towards the elevator to my flat. I was giggling the whole time because he was so big and strong and I got a kick out of the fact that he could throw me around effortlessly. He repeatedly slapped my arse the whole way up to my flat. "I hope you ain't working tomorrow princess because I'm going to have you up all night." The lift stoped at my floor and he stepped inside and gently put me down "wow is this your place? It’s so girly, its very you" he said as he looked around in amazement. I couldn’t help but laugh as he looked around and I wondered what was wrong with him. “Are you ok Tommy? You look very intrigued by my flat" I said and he cupped my chin and he kissed me deeply. “Sorry Princess, I ain’t a loser, honestly. I just can’t believe I’m actually standing in Lydia Knights flat.” I thought that it was kind of cute. He kissed me again and when he broke away from the kiss I could tell he was just as turned on as me “Where's your bedroom?" He asked in a husky voice. "Over there, but you need to be quiet because Stacey might be home and she's a nosy b***h" I took off my heels and we headed over to my bedroom and I gently closed the door behind us. I went over to him and gave him a soft kiss on the lips and wrapped my arms around his neck. I felt awful that he had lost his dog. "you are adorable do you know that? I don't think I've ever seen you with no heels on, your a tiny little thing" I let out a little giggle and slapped his rock hard chest “I'm not tiny. I’m going to have a quick shower. I will be back in a second” I dashed into the ensuite and dragged my dress off and quickly got washed. When I got out I was just in a towel and he was sitting on my bed. "Is this a photo of you and Fran in the bath when you were little? You are so cute" then he looked up "Jesus your all grown up now girl. You look stunning come here" he grabbed my arm and dragged me towards him into a kiss and then he pulled off my towel off. My wet hair was dripping onto my back and I was standing in front of him naked and he started to gently kiss my stomach then up to my n*****s and kissed them one at a time. "I love that your all squeaky clean just so I can make you dirty again" I put my hand down and undid his trousers and his hard on sprung free. I went down into my knees in front of him and put his whole d**k into my mouth. I was on all fours on the floor with my arse in the air and I was taking every inch of him in my throat. "Holy s**t that's good, I can see your bare little p***y in the mirror. You turn me on so much princess" I put one free hand between my legs and started to stroke myself. "Holy s**t" was all he could manage then I put two fingers inside me. I gently slid them in and out, it felt good but not as good as him. I was dripping wet and wanted him badly. I looked up at him and he was staring at me in the mirror. "That feels so good but I like it better when you do it" "how does a good girl like you know how to suck my d**k like that?" He asked as I was rubbing one hand all over his c**k and touching myself with the other hand "is that good Tommy?" I asked "Its better than good, I love it" he grabbed me up onto my feet and spun me around I placed both hands on the bed as he positioned himself behind me. I felt him pulling his trousers and t shirt off and putting on a condom. I braced myself for his enormous manhood. I felt him nudging himself into me and there was no pain this time just pure pleasure. "Tell me if you want me to stop" he whispered, he looked like a hard man because of his shaved head and sounded like a thug because of his accent and he was rough and he would grab me and slap my arse but he was a sweetheart really. He gently moved in and out until he had a good Rhythm. He put one leg up on the bed to steady himself. I started to push back to meet his thrusts. "Oh baby don't stop, keep going right there right there oh baby" I had always been loud in bed and he seemed to like it so I felt that I could really let go with him. Then without any notice it felt like an explosion inside me. I felt like I had fallen over a cliff with waves of pleasure. Tommy kissed my back gently "are you alright princess?" He asked as he kept gently kissing my sensitive skin. “Yeah that was amazing" he let out a sweet laugh “well we ain't finished yet" he kissed further down my back along my spine and flipped me over and with one thrust he was inside me again. His face was screwed up as he was banging himself into me. I could tell he was close, "I want you all night Tommy” I said as I stroked his back with my finger nails “Tell me to come" he said through gritted teeth. But I was lost in his touch "I mean it you have to tell me" why did he always need me to say it. I had noticed the other night but it was such a turn on I didn't care but now he was demanding I say it I found it a little strange. "Come on princess say it" he grunted into my ear. "I want you to come" I said into his neck, "come for me baby" he trusted into me and I felt him still and let go and with a few more thrusts he grabbed my face and kissed me "that was amazing princess" He said with a goofy smile and we lay there for a few minutes cuddling as he gently stroked my face and kissed my neck. "Just you let me know when your ready to go again" he said with a little laugh "I can't get enough of you princess"

Chapter 23

I woke up the next morning and I was sore from head to toe and Tommy was naked and fast asleep next to me. I couldn’t help but notice how boyish he looked when he was relaxed, he looked so handsome and peaceful. I slid out of bed and put on my short satin nightdress and quietly closed the balcony doors. I had forgot that I had left them open before I had went out for my meeting with Ted and Dean. I tiptoed into the kitchen and put on the kettle and sat up on the countertop as it boiled. I couldn't stop thinking about my night with Tommy because it had been fantastic, he was sensational. Just then…