It's really bad. Cause I don't want to feel in that way. I don't want to have any attachment when I clearly know the future. He and I, we both belong to two different worlds. He and I , we are just not meant to be. Instead of having a sad ending it's better to not start at the beginning.
So, I decided to deceive me. And when Ray came closer I put a big smile.... Like I was really touched for him bringing flowers for me. Ray said, " You like flowers, don't you? "
"I do. But....! " he interrupted me.
And said, " Only when they are real......and have a nice fragrant, isn't it? "
"Hmm.... Yeah, " I said hesitately. But then suspiciously I asked, "but how do you know? ". He paused for a while and then he said, " It's not hard to guess. " I found it a little strange but still I let it slide.
