Fixing Myra.

Where Is the Love? Right Here Is the Lust Though.

*Myra's POV*

"So what took you guys so long this morning anyway?" Jordan asked us.

Drake looked at me. "We were running a little late."

"Uh, huh. And why's that?" He asked us.

"I can take a guess." Cooper laughed and slapped Drakes shoulder.

I just looked down to the floor. He grabbed my hand.

"We just needed to talk is all." he looked at me. "Plus, you guys have no clue what I'd do to her if she let me. If something else were to happen do you think we would've even been at school today?" he asked them.

"Eh, true." Cooper said.

"You got me there." Jordan shrugged.

"Her pace guys. I'm not in any rush."

"You really do like her huh?" Jordan asked.

"More than any of you know." He smiled at me.

He's thought about it? I'd be lying if I said I hadnt at least thought about it since the night in Nates room. Obviously we've kissed. I wanted to get a little more of a clue on 'what he'd do' but I wasnt sure if I wanted to pick up the pace. It was something to think about, so I did.

I was silent the entire ride.

We finally got to my house and started to get out when Drake pulled me back in.

"Go ahead guys, we'll be right in." he waved them off and pulled my door shut. "Whats wrong?" he asked.

"Nothing." I shrugged.

"Since when do you sit there completely silent unless somethings wrong or youre thinking?"

"I was just thinking."

"About what?" he asked me.

"Are you really ok with how slow we're taking things, or are you just saying you are?"

He just looked at me.

"I'll be upstairs." I said opening the door.

"Get back in the truck Myra." He grabbed my hand. "What do you want me to say? This is new to me. But I'm trying. And I know you're worth the wait. But I'm really confused. So when you think you want to take another step, you give me a sign. Ok?"

I just looked at him. "That's not what I asked.."

"I'm really ok with it Myra."

"So why did you say that if you're ok with it."

*Drake's POV*

"So why did you say that if you're ok with it?" she yelled at me.

This girl is going to give me a run for my money.

"Myra I didn't mean anything by it. It's just--"

"Just what drake."

"You really have no idea the things I would do. It's not a crime to think about having s*x with my girlfriend."

"We've only just started dating Drake. And only met 2 weeks ago!"

"Love at first sight Myra! You also know in the first 30 seconds of meeting someone that you want to have s*x with them!"

"Show me then!"

What the hell did she just say to me.

"What?"

"Show me some of the things Drake." She put her hand on my cheek.

I moved it away and held it. "What's going on?"

"Nothing. I just want to know."

"Well, you're not finding out right now. Not until you're comfortable with it."

I got out of the truck.

"Drake!" she yelled.

"Now whose feeling pressured Myra."

"Don't even do that!"

*Blake's POV*

"Dont even do that." Myra yelled walking in the house behind Drake.

"It's not happening Myra." Drake yelled while walking up the stairs.

"If you've thought about it just do it!" She yelled

"No!" He yelled slamming the door.

"Jesus, what happened?" Micha asked.

"I really have no clue." Jordan said.

"Well, what were you talking about in the car?"

Jordan and Cooper looked at eachother. "Nothing." They both said.

Lacey rolled her eyes.

"What?" I asked.

"I have a feeling I know what it's about. I'll talk to her later and let you know if it's important." She laughed. "But they have to work on their MTA project."

*Myra's POV*

We argued for about another 20 minutes then went to my music room.

We both stayed quiet going through all the files on my computer, cd's, vynls until I spoke up.

"It's because I'm not sexy huh?"

"Ugh Myra! Give it a rest! You know I think you're beautiful!"

"I didn't say beautiful Drake. I said sexy."

He threw his arms in the air. "You're f*****g unbelievable! First you want to take things slow and now YOU'RE pressuring me in to s*x?"

"Not s*x! Just, some of the stuff before it!" I yelled at him.

"We've made out! That qualifies. Nothing more is happening until I think you're ready. You're not going to pressure me in to making you uncomfortable. You're not going to convince me!"

I looked down and walked in to the bathroom. "You never answered."

"Myra. Myra come on." I heard him bang on the door. "If I didn't think you were sexy I wouldnt think about it."

I just sat with my back against the door thinking with my head in my arms. It was so easy for him to do things with 10 other girls. But not me? I know I said I wanted to take things slow, but he also said we would go at the pace I want. I'm ready for certain things. I'm fine with certain things. I know he'll listen if I tell him I'm uncomfortable with something. But this just makes me feel unattractive. I didn't want to go back to feeling that way.

"My, please come out." he said banging on the door. "I'm sorry."

I stood up and opened the door to see him sitting on the floor with his back against the door.

"Lets just work on the project." I said stepping over him.

He stood up. "Myra."

"I have a few ideas." I said walking over and pulling a CD off one of the shelves.

"My," he grabbed my hand.

"Drake, I get it." I said pulling away and putting the CD in the player.

The first song was I Believe by George Strait.

"This doesn't sound like its about a major tradgedy My." He said scratching his head.

"I forgot you don't listen to all the types of music I do. George Strait says this song is a statement of faith. But its actually about the Sandy Hook Elementary shooting."

"Really?" he asked.

"There's 26 angels looking down from above."

"He said 26 a few times." he said.

"Because 26 people died that day Drake."

"I feel like a d**k for not knowing this."

"Not alot of people do."

"It's a sad song. But I think we should go a little bigger?" he said.

"Ok, let's try." I walked over and grabbed another CD "This one."

It was Have You Forgotten by Darryl Worley

"This ones about 9/11, isn't it?"

"How can you tell?" I laughed.

"Oh shut it." he laughed. "But, it feels a little selfish."

"What do you mean?"

"Well, 9/11 was a tragedy, but it's not the only tradgedy thats happened in the world."

I gave him a look. "Keep going."

"I mean, there's bombings happening over seas, and people starving, kids dying. I think we should use that as a base for everything."

"I think I have a song." I walked over to my computer.

People killin' people dyin'

Children hurtin', I hear them cryin'

Can you practice what you preachin'?

Would you turn the other cheek again?

Mama, mama, mama, tell us what the hell is goin' on

Can we all just get along?

Father, Father, Father, help us

Send some guidance from above

Cause people got me, got me questioning

(Where's the love)

Yo, what's going on with the world, momma?

(Where's the love)

Yo, people living like they ain't got no mommas

(Where's the love)

I think they all distracted by the drama and attracted to the trauma, mama

(Where's the love)

I think they don't understand the concept or the meaning of karma

(Where's the love)

Overseas, yeah, they trying to stop terrorism

(Where's the love)

Over here on the streets, the police shoot

The people put the bullets in 'em

(Where's the love)

But if you only got love for your own race

(Where's the love)

Then you're gonna leave space for others to discriminate

(Where's the love)

And to discriminate only generates hate

And when you hate, then you're bound to get irate

Madness is what you demonstrate

And that's exactly how hate works and operates

Man, we gotta set it straight

Take control of your mind, just meditate

And let your soul just gravitate to the love

So the whole world celebrate it

People killin' people dyin'

Children hurtin', I hear them cryin'

Can you practice what you preachin'?

Would you turn the other cheek again?

Mama, mama, mama, tell us what the hell is goin' on

Can we all just get along?

Father, Father, Father, help us

Send some guidance from above

Cause people got me, got me questioning

(Where's the love)

It just ain't the same, always in change

(Where's the love)

New days are strange, is the world insane?

(Where's the love)

Nation droppin' bombs killing our little ones

(Where's the love)

Ongoing suffering as the youth die young

(Where's the love)

Where's the love when a child gets murdered

Or a cop gets knocked down

Black lives, not now, everybody matter to me

All races, y'all don't like what I'm sayin'? Haterade, tall cases

Everybody hate somebody, guess we all racist

Black Eyed Peas do a song about love and y'all hate this

All these protest with different colored faces

We was all born with a heart, why we gotta chase it?

And every time I look around

Every time I look up, every time I look down

No one's on a common ground

(Where's the love)

And if you never speak truth, then you never know how love sounds

(Where's the love)

And if you never know love, then you never know God, wow

(Where's the love)

Where's the love y'all? I don't, I don't know

Where's the truth y'all? I don't know

People killin' people dyin'

Children hurtin', I hear them cryin'

Can you practice what you preach?

Would you turn the other cheek?

Father, Father, Father, help us

Send some guidance from above

Cause people got me, got me questioning

(Where's the love)

Love is the key

(Where's the love)

Love is the answer

(Where's the love)

Love is the solution

(Where's the love)

They don't want us to love

(Where's the love)

Love is powerful

(Where's the love)

My mama asked me why I never vote never vote

Cause police men want me dead and gone dead and gone

That election looking like a joke such a joke

And the weed man still sellin' dope

Somebody gotta give these niggas hope give us hope

All he ever wanted was a smoke oh my gosh

Said he can't breathe with his hands in the air Layin' on the ground died from a choke

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders

As I'm gettin' older y'all people gets colder

Most of us only care about money makin'

Selfishness got us followin' the wrong direction

Wrong information was shown by the media

Negative images is the main criteria

Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria

Kids wanna act like what they see in the cinemas

What happened to the love and the values of humanity?

(Where's the love)

What happened to the love and the fairness and equality?

(Where's the love)

Instead of spreading love we're spreading animosity

(Where's the love)

Lack of understanding leading us away from unity

(Where's the love)

"I've heard this song, but not this version."

"That's surprising."

"Especailly with all the artists in it."

"That was the point of it Drake. To get everyone to come together to put out a message of love."

"I'm serious though. Black eyed peas. Diddy. Game. Justin Timberlake. The Kardashians and Jenners, DJ Khalid."

"Some of the biggest names in the world. All coming together to spread a positive message."

"This is the one My."

I smiled. "Great. I'm starving." I said walking down the stairs.

"Myra about earlier." I was still walking away. I didnt want to talk anymore.

I walked in the living room "Where's mom and Dad?" I asked.

"They said they didn't get enough time away from us, but said that Lacey and the Guys could stay. Johnny said it was cool."

We ate our dinner and I didn't want to sit there any more. I wanted to talk to Lacey.

"Lace did you bring your baithing suit?" I asked her.

"Yeah, you kind of told me to."

"Lets go then."

"Where you going?" Drake asked.

"To take a bath."

"Together?" Drake asked.

"Yeah?" said, "Girls do that you know."

"Hott." Jordan shook his head, Drake and Micha punched his arms.

We walked upstairs got in the tub and turned on the jets.

"So." She said. "Want to tell me what all that was about?"

"All of what?" I asked.

"You barely talked to Drake while we were down stairs."

"Just didn't feel like talking."

"Just felt like doing?" she asked.

"What?"

"If you've thought about it just do it?"

"I forgot anyone was here." I slapped my forehead.

"Was that about your talk this morning?"

I exploded.

"It was so easy for him to do things with 10 other girls. But not me?"

"My you said you wanted to take it slow."

"I know I said I wanted to take things slow, but he also said we would go at the pace I want. I'm ready for certain things. I'm fine with certain things. I know he'll listen if I tell him I'm uncomfortable with something. But this just makes me feel unattractive. I don't want to go back to feeling that way."

"So don't! You know he thinks your beautiful"

"You two and that damn word! I don't want to be beautiful! I want to be sexy! Sexy enough to convice him to show me. At least something!"

She got a kink in her eye. "Are you sure?"

"Positive!"

She laughed. "Alright, I have an idea."

"Great, what is it!"

"Well, it's something that will definitely get him thinking about it, and probably up here to do something about it."

"What is it Lacey?"

"Have you ever sent a dirty pic?" She asked.

"Uh no."

"Well, you are now!"

I thought for a minute.

"Nothing nude."

"Oh god no, just bra and panties."

We got out of the tub and went to the closet.

"What about this?" She held up a set of red lace Bra and panties.

"Eh, it makes me look like a board."

"Hmm," she dug through. "Whoah My."

"What?"

She held up a navy blue lace push up bra and a thong to match. "Definitely this! Can I actually borrow this?"

"Uhm, you want my brother to see you in my bra and underware?"

"Never mind, just put it on."

I did.

"Holy damn." she said as I walked out of the closet.

My hair was this wavy curl and I was wearing the same type of makeup that I did down to the smoke at camp, except my lips were a dark brown.

"Ok, now go lay on the bed!"

She told me to put my arms over my head and the back of my hands somewhat near my face. Then to bend one leg slightly and rest my knee on the flat one. Not to smile, but kind of make my lips pucker. She stood on the bench at the end of my bed and took a picture looking down on me with my phone.

I stood up and walked over to her. She showed me the picture. "Still think you're not sexy?" she laughed. "Now put on your robe and don't send it until I'm down there."

*Drake's POV*

It killed me that she wouldnt talk to me.

But since she wasnt talking to me I just decided to play video games with the guys in the living room.

We were in the middle of a round of COD when Jordan started talking.

"So does she normally take baths with her friends?" he asked.

"Oh all the time." Blake said with the controller. "Her and Nate used to all the time" he looked at me.

My face went straight.

He laughed. "That face never gets old."

"Haha, f**k you." I said killing him.

"God damn it."

"Shouldn't screw with me." I said starting another round.

Just then my phone went off.

"You have a message from Myra." Cooper said.

"Can you check it?" I asked him.

He picked up my phone when Lacey came running in the livingroom "No Cooper dont--"

She was cut off by him putting my phone back down on the table. "Look at that." she finished sighing.

"You really need to look at the message." Cooper said.

"Is she still mad at me?" I asked pausing the game and looking at him.

"It's just important." he said moving his eyes to my phone.

I stood up and walked out to the kitchen.

I opened the message.

Ho-lee f**k.

I cant believe she sent me this. She looked, well, exactly the way she wanted me to see her. Sexy.

'Resist it Drake.' I said to myself.

'Make her come talk to you.'

I looked at the picture again.

God damn it.

I ran through the living room to the hallway with Lacey and Cooper laughing.

"f**k off!" I yelled running up the stairs.

I got to her room and took a deep breath. I knocked.

"Who is it?"

I walked in.

"You know who it is."

*Myra's POV*

Lacey texted me when she got down the stairs and i sent the picture.

I waited and waited. 5 minutes went by and I heard a knock.

"Who is it?" I asked. I'm not making the same mistake as last time and it being the wrong person.

My door opened. "You know who it is." Drake said standing in the door.

I just looked at him.

"I see the bath went well." He looked at me.

"Yeah, it did."

"Cooper saw that the bath went well too."

"WHAT?"

"I didn't know you were going to send me THAT, so I asked him to check your message. He already opened it before Lacey ran in the living room."

"Oh my god." I said putting my hands over my face.

He laughed.

I looked at him and he stopped.

He walked in and sat on my bed. He told me to come sit next to him.

"Can I save it?" He smiled.

"One condition." I smiled and gave him a deep kiss. He pulled away and leaned his forehead against mine with his eyes closed.

He took a deep breath. "Myra."

"One. Condition."

He opened his eyes. "What is it?" He asked biting his lip.

"Show me a little bit."

"My." He said lifting his head up looking at me.

"Just a little bit.

*Drake's POV*

"Just a little bit?" She asked me. "Baby?"

Damn it.

"Myra I."

"You're doing that thing with your lips."

God damn it.

"Please, baby?" She said, but this time, she bit her lip and it was the hottest thing I've ever seen.

I just sat there looking at her. Biting my lip.

"Drake answer m--"

I grabbed the back of her head and just dove in to her lips.

She wrapped her hands around the back of my neck as I pulled one of her legs over my lap making her straddle me.

I moved my hands from her hips to under her butt and stood her up. I walked over and sat her on the dresser still kissing her. I put my hand on the mirror keeping one of my hands on the small of her back as her hands moved from the back of my neck to my hair. She gave it a light tug as she let go of the kiss and started kissing my neck. I let out a deep breath and lifted her face to kiss me again.

I picked her up again and walked her over to her bed and laid her down gently so i was laying on top of her inbetween her legs. I untied her robe.

"Holy shit." I said kissing her again. I kept kissing her and her hands made their way from my hair to my back. She started to scratch my back. She makes me crazy.

*Myra's POV*

"Holy shit." he said kissing me again after untying my robe. I made my way from his hair to his back and started scratching it until I tugged on the bottom of his shirt. Apparently he understood what I wanted because he sat up on his knees and took it off. He dove back in to my lips.

He scooped his hands under my back sitting me up to take my robe off the rest of the way. He noticed that my bra clasped in the front from the picture. But before he even touched it he looked down at me. I nodded my head and he snapped the button and pulled it off, throwing it on the floor. I felt embarassed as he eyed me up and down. He's never seen me completely topless before. The look in his eyes were one I had never seen before. He kind of looked, excited. So was i, But i was even more nervous.

He made his way down to my neck and started to kiss all over until i felt an unfamiliar but good feeling. I made a gasp at the contact and evidently he noticed because he lightly bit down making me pull his hair.

I've never seen Drake lose control like this while making out, and the only way I could describe it was sexy.

Normally, I would be completely freaking out and scared. But everything seemed so natural and i knew if i was uncomfortable all I had to do was tell him and he would stop.

I feel his hands move to the back of my thigh and the other on my waist as he continues to kiss my neck.. He grabbed and my head fell backwards. i pulled him closer as he started to push his hips against mine. I started to scratch his back and pull his hair again and i felt light moans against my neck.

He moved the hand that was on my waist to my boobs and our breathing started to get heavy. I started to feel the heat rise in my room.

He started kissing from my neck down my body more until he reached my boobs.

I opened my mouth and the most embarassing sound I have ever made comes out. I put my hands over my mouth but he pulls them away. He brings his face back up to mine. "Please, never cover your mouth again when you do that." I shook my head yes and he continued kissing me then back down my body.

He started kissing at my stomach until he tugged on my thong asking for permission to take it off as he slid a finger across my most sensitive area. I let out a soft moan in response.

He pulled them down and then off my feet.

His reaction was making my confidence rise.

Just then his face creeped lower and he planted a kiss on the most sentive part of my lower body. My back arched as i gripped his hair. He continued to kiss the area when i felt his finger rub against it again.

"Drake." I moaned lightly.

Did I really just do that i asked myself as I threw one of my pillows over my face. He ripped it away. "Please don't" He said while still kissing the spot.

He started to get cocky with my breathing and moaning as he slid a finger in.

I took a deep breath in as i grabbed my comforter.

He pulled it out and slid it back in while still kissing it. He did it continuously then added another finger.

I moaned his name again.

"Yes baby." He said looking up and me continuing the motion.

"I cant.." i said breathing heavily.

"What do you want?" He asked still pumping his fingers in and out.

"Drake." I moaned.

"Tell me what you want baby."

"Faster. Please go faster."

He dove back down kissing the area again. Pumping faster and faster each time I moaned through a sealed mouth.

"Come on baby. Let it out."

My lips were still sealed as he pumped harder.

"Myra, let go."

I couldnt hold it in anymore.

I clung to the bed while arching my back. "Holy fuck." I moaned throwing my head back.

He slowed down the motion and kissed it one last time before making his way up to my face.

I was silent.

"My?" he asked.

I stayed silent.

"Myra did I go to far?" he asked putting his face down.

I lifted it up and looked in his eyes. "Keep doing that. Do that all the time."

"Jeez you scared me."

"I've never felt like that before. It was incredible."

He rolled over on his stomach and started playing with my hair. "And, it was incredbly." he kissed me "Sexy."

I smiled. "You can save the picture."

"Really?" he asked.

"Yeah, it'll give you something to look at when you think about it from now on."

He smiled. "We should probably get downstairs." he said giving me another kiss.

"OH MY GOD my brothers are home!"

He laughed at me "Just get dressed dork."

He walked out of my room.

*Drake's POV*

I walked down to the kitchen after one of the most hottest experiences of my life, to see Lacey at the fridge. She looked at me with a kink in her eye.

"Shut up." I rolled my eyes.

I went to walk in to the living room after getting a bottle of water. "Drake wait." she whispered. She wiped my neck and some of Myra's lipstick came off.

"Thank you." i said about to walk away.

She put her arm out infront of me. "She trusts you now Drake. With more than she trusted a boyfriend of 3 years with. DO NOT hurt her."

"I have no intention to." I smiled and walked back in the living room to see Myra do the same.

"So, what were you two doing?" cooper asked.

I looked at her blushing "Just working on our project."

She smiled.