Valeria The guy from my dream came back again last night. While he is calling my name he sounds closer to me. I hope one day I can see him and touch even if only in my dreams. The next day I decided that I would go alone today. I dress up and go down to a quick breakfast. It is delicious and I feel my tummy full. The weather is so nice so I chose a denim skirt today with a red top with a deep v cut. I see Nick today in the lobby when I am about to leave. We greet each other but because he is working we can't talk much. I see in his eyes that he wants to spend more time with me but I need some alone time. I slept with the teddy bear he gave to me. It feels when I hug it, that someone is by my side and I am not alone. I know it is childish but it still feels good. I miss my family and the

