Jayson Katz
The news and the media have been relentless, and then Amanda showed up in my office and opened an old wound in Allie, one I don't think is capable of healing.
Allie made her way into our bedroom and then took the longest shower ever. I felt as if her insecurities and the remnants of Jackson's betrayal had made her withdraw from me. I need t think of something fast, but the only thing that comes to mind is going away and living like a hermit, away from all of this s**t.
We are in the middle of our regular season; I can't drop everything around me and leave for a few months. I can't protect her more than what I have been doing... and I can do nothing else other than wait for the media to get the whiff of another scandal to let us be.
It is slowly killing me to be this defe
