BELLA I ran my hand over my face, feeling a new wave of frustration. I felt uneasy even after I had chided myself to stop thinking about Kai. “May I have a seat?” Cash asked, I had almost totally forgotten that he was in the room. Still not looking up, I said. “Oh, I'm sorry. Please have a seat.” As he shuffled as he sat, I looked up. Cash had not changed a teensy weensy bit since that last time I saw him. I squinted my face in recognition as he smiled – clearly he knew– I smiled back as I asked. “Oh my God, Cash? How are you? It's been so long, what? Like a million years?” I laughed. “Yes, I've been good. And yes, it's been so long.” He said the last part with a hint of sarcasm in his tone. It’s only been months since I graduated. “How've you been?” He asked me as h

