Chapter 2: Farewell
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"Is there any way I could talk to them one last time and say my goodbye?"
Please tell me there is a way
I am begging you please tell me there is
“well yes there is but-"
I looked at the shadow like figure
"Tell me please"
"But there is always a compensation for something like that that"
"Tell me please"
" Well the thing is you can visit their dreams but the time depends on the power of your soul. Once your soul reached its limit you'll be out the dream and be summoned back here. It depends on how much longer you could hold on and how much strong is your will power.
The longer you stay the amount of power it consume. If you hold out and dry up your power your soul will just wander around instead of being able to go to the paradise"
"In short I will be a wind or a star "
"With no mind and just memories, yes. Do you still want it?"
I wiped my tears and looked a him
"Yes please "
I said
"Then which of them is the one you want to visit?"
"All of them." I confidently said
He looked at me for a while and sigh
He opened a door and face me
"Go in there and call the name of the one you want to talk to, but get back here once I called you immediately no excuses or delay, you must come to me once I call for you. You can summon and imagine how the dream will look like.goodluck"
I walk to it and close my eyes
I imagine a scenario where we all on the vacation.
They are all here doing whatever they want
I naturally joined them like we're really in an outing
There was a spot where I was alone with my parents I started to talk
"Mom Dad thank you for raising me even though it was hard. You guys supported and loved me more than anyone in this world."
"Of course, you are our daughter and were proud of you "
"I'm sorry for leaving you guys i wanted to be with you till the end but it looks like i can't. "
"You did the right thing " dad said and Pat my head
I hug the two of them while crying
" I'm really really sorry I love you guys forever "
Then i go to my sisters side
"Yoo twins " I said with different clothes
"Hey your late " "yeah where have you been?"
"I'm sorry I got delayed due to traffic hehe "
This the scenario where I supposed to meet them if the accident didn't happened
At this time we watch tv and shopping as usual
It was been fast
" Sorry but this is how far I can go"
I said as I stop walking
They looked at me with confused face
"What do you mean?"
"Are you tired wanna seat for a moment?"
I shook my head and look at them smiling
" Eva, Erin im sorry I can no longer hang out with you guys"
They start to be more confuse
"It seems that my time has end I hope you guys help each other and limit your fight. Help mom in house and never let her worry.
Massage dad's back they sore as he relaxed them. Remember to call older sister and play with our youngest brother."
They're shoulder start shaking as if trying not to cry
I hug them both
"This sister love you all from the bottom of my heart" I whispered to their ears
They cried louder and I hug them more tightly
"I truly hope you guys be well and healthy. Please remember my word goodbye"
And I let go of them
Now in my brother
I opened the door to his room and he was shocked
"What the- can't you knock for heaven sake you almost gave me heart attack" he said and continue playing
"Im bored let me join you"
We naturally played a couple of round
"Hey don't be too childish and move your ass around the house"
"Why are you lecturing me out of nowhere?"
"You need to study more. It's ok to play but not too often ok? Try to be honor student and don't try to flirt with girls you're too young you know." I laugh as I said it
He just look at me and look back to his game
"I am leaving the house to you please protect everyone here " I said
"Hah you sounds like you're not going back here"
I smiled
This is hallucination because he's just daydreaming and twilight
Seriously this child
"Hey don't try to hold back your tears ok?"
"And why would I cry?"
"Well we don't know I just felt like I need to say it" I shrug my shoulder and walk to the door
" My dear brother I was happy that you are born and no one has a right to bully you alright?"
"Im not an easy opponent " and he continue playing on his phone
I walk close to him and hug him
"I love you guys always remember that "
And I walk out the door
I wipe my tears and go to my oldest sister
"Hey " I said as she was walking in the park
The moment she laid her eyes on me
She
She hit me!?
"ACK ghad why did yo-" I couldn't finish my sentence when I looked into her eyes
Looks like she's conscious huh
"Why did you freaking jump in front of a running car huh, you could just grab that pipsqueak instead?"
" Sis"
"Why did you have to do that ? There are many other people in the scene why it has to be you? You should have not done that.you are not done kind of a hero, He got a Guardian to do that for him so why?"
She cried while hitting me and to be honest I don't feel anything about the hit
But it's hurt to look at her crying
"Why did you -"
I hugged her as I cry
"I'm sorry, I'm really really really sorry for what i did and I have done in the past"
"You should be, you brat"
As she continuesly hit me
"I'm happy to have you as my sibling and i am grateful you doing fine. I hope you'll always be happy " I said
She stops and look at me
" Im sorry I didn't really want to leave you all like this "
"Then you shouldn't have done that "
I smiled with tears all over my face
"You should visit our home more frequently you know, they miss you so much"
"And they'll miss you"
I couldn't respond to that and just Smiled at her
Hug her again and says my last word for her
Now my older brother who is much more in the farthest location
I feel like I getting weak but since the shadow not yet calling I can still go on
"Hey ya oldy" I called him
"Woah Third what's kind of air brought here?"
"Wind of heaven " I joke and we laugh
We caught up with each other and talk about many things
"Why not visit my place while you're here"
He said while smiling ear to ear
I shook my head
"Well while in the topic why don't you go home for once ? Maybe on Friday?" I ask
"Huh? You know I don't want to go home yet without getting promoted so I could take you guys out" he said and Pat my back while were walking
"Hahaha just for once. I'm telling you if you don't go home you will truly regret it"
"Hmm ok but you will going to pick me up "
"No go home by yourself your old enough "
"Agh you're too much. After all I've done for you"
"Well I am thankful to you for all of that "
" Older brother thank you for everything and sorry in advance "
"What did you do this time?"
"Hmm let's say I save a kitten who almost got into accident hehe, don't worry he's fine"
"You never change " and touch my head
"You know that I love you and care for you right ? "
"Yes of course I am too third" he smile brightly
" Comfort mom and dad, they missed you so much that they forgot to eat "
I joke and ran infront
And looked at him
Smiled and tried my best not to cry
" Bro thanks for everything goodbye "
I wave my hands and run straight
I heard him call my name but I did not stop
A unknowingly I am back again to the empty space
"Welcome back"
"You came back faster that expected"
And came closer to me
"Did you successfully conveyed your love to them?"
"Yes thanks to you " I smiled and look in the well where my reflection is blurry
" Don't worry they'll remember your conversation with them because you did not over used your soul life power but it really consumed a lot when you talk to your younger brother " he said like he was amazed
I chuckled and looked down
" Can I know what will going to happen to me now?"
" Sorry but I have no idea I'm just a guide who has connection to upper god"
"I see"
"Do you want to watch them until your last day?"
" I would be happy to but the longer I stay the harder to leave"
It will be difficult for me to move on without worrying so I must go while i don't regret anything yet
"Then shall we?" And he opened another door
" Thank you very much" I said and entered the door
"It's my pleasure" and gone inside with me
Now we're in a foggy place where the path is the only thing like a bridge that is bright and the rest looked like a galaxy with a million stars
We stopped when we reached a gigantic golden gate
- Writer
