My Savior Alpha

Revelations

Ccccan we go see Alpha Tyler?

We can. Hold my arm ok? We don’t need you falling over. We slowly walked across the hall.

Alpha Alpha I’m up!

My head snapped up and I smiled. Look at you! All healed.

Mostly. Lilah said I get to leave in 3 days!

Thats really good Nadia. I’m so happy for you.

Ccccan you send my husband home early? Please?

I will call tonight and he can come back tomorrow.

Ttthank you. He nodded.

Lilah? Iiiiim tired. Up.

I scooped her up. I’m so so proud of you. You did great. All those nerves for nothing right? She yawned.

Mhm.

She was dozing. I’m gonna take her line out and we’ll just let her rest. I’ll be back around dinner to have her walk around again.

Thank you.

You’re very welcome. I’m sorry you’ve been through so much. We headed back. If you and Nadia don’t mind I had Ryan fire all the nurses and I wanna interview some tomorrow. I won’t let them do any medical anything but if I let them meet you could you give me a read on who you like and who you don’t?

Absolutely. Thanks for fixing our medical wing.

Anytime. I left and headed back. Alrighty Max. I unhooked him. Next hour or two you might get sick and feel gross. I’ll pop in and then once you’re feeling better I’ll scan again and we’ll see if it worked. Sound like a plan?

I was in awe of this woman. Sounds good Doc. Thanks. Tyler? Take her to the rest of the patients in the wing. See who else can be fixed.

I met one girl who was very critically ill. I did the tests and saw red. I excused myself and paced. Then Max called me in.

I saw she was distressed. You’re angry. Your wolf.. she’s close.

I swallowed. Nnnno no she isn’t.

I spoke gently. There’s fur and your eyes are different. She took slow deep breaths and it went away. You’re repressing her. Why?

I don’t have a wolf I said flatly. You’re imagining things now stay still so I can take another scan.

I looked at my husband who nodded and stared at her stunned. Iiiii know who your wolf is. Let her come out. She’s an alpha female. She’s rare. I want to see her. The last Alpha female of known existence was a pup in SunDawn pack under Alpha Totem. She violently flinched. I gasped. Ttttthat was you!

I ignored her. It worked. It’s shrinking so day after tomorrow you can go. You have me til Friday then I’m gone for good. You’re not to speak to me about that asshole or associate me that sorry excuse for a pack ever again I snarled. You crossed lines. Ryan. Show me to somewhere so I can rest. Now.

I was watching her exchange with my parents. I took a deep breath. Please forgive me I murmured. I jumped and pinned her. Stop running from this. Stop hiding. Something made you angry enough to reconnect to your wolf. Use it. I understand I said gently that more than what you told me happened actually happened. That you’re not ready to relive it yet and whatever it was must’ve been so horrible you swore you’d never engage in this kind of life ever again and I’m sorry that I took you here when you weren’t ready but it’s time to stop running. You’re in a good place. You can reinteract with this life. Meet her. Let her out. It’s ok.

Iiii won’t and you can’t make me.

If you want to get up and go rest you’ll have to shift to get me to move. She tried to kick me in the groin. I snarled. Don’t do that. She used her legs to slam me to the ground and flipped us.

I don’t need a wolf to fight I snarled.