DEAN POV.
I don't just know what's happening to me in the past few days... or am I the only one feeling such pain in my heart...
Today is supposed to be a joyful day but I can't stop thinking of what I've lost...My precious Jennifer, who I yelled out so badly, not to come anywhere near my house... but she's still stubborn and she came... now... I can't talk to her anymore... I feel so disgusting and childish right now.
What's even came over me... just a little sip of a drink, I found myself in the hospital and the next thing, it was as if I was speaking in a parable...Anybody who comes my way often goes back with an insult... 'Lord please... remove that Spirit from me... I don't want to yell at anyone' I whisper as I continue to look at the blunt television with an empty look.
How's J
