Daddy and I talked and talked for hours, soon the outside world started to become dark. My father looked at me, "DJ are you hungry?" he asked me.
I looked at him and tilted my head, "Is it ok for me to eat? I won't be..." I stopped talking. You see in the past I was only allowed to eat when I snuck food the one day a week I cleaned the pack house. I haven't really eaten in about 3 months. If I was caught, I would get beaten by the Beta. I dropped my head and looked at the floor.
My father put his finger under my chin and looked at me with concern, "Dana-Jane Lena Curtis please look at me." I looked in his eyes. They were glistening with tears. "From now on, I will personally see to it that you are eating at least 3 times a day with myself, your brother, sister, and Sam. No one, and I mean NO ONE will touch you in any form of abuse. Do you understand me? The will have to deal with me!" I was taken aback. To say I was terrified by the look in his eye, and his tone of voice, I started to shake. A look of realization crossed over my father's face, and through his eyes. "Oh my Goddess, DJ baby girl, I am so sorry." He wrapped me in a hug, to comfort me. I didn't move, I was frozen in place, my eyes wide and barely breathing.
*Flash Back*
Beta John was in one of his moods again, where no one was allowed near me, just him. The smell of something that made me wanting to hurl up the piece of bread I ate earlier, surrounded him and the room. He was forcefully, caressing my back, while drinking from his cup. The fowl stench that was all over him, was also coming out of the cup. "You are mine! MINE NO ONE CAN TOUCH BUT ME!!!" he was yelling in my ear. I was crying silently, to myself, because I learned a long time ago when he was in this state, he didn't want to hear a sound from me. His hand made it's way down to my left boob, he grabbed it rather harshly, pinching my n****e. I wanted to scream out in pain, but I just bit my tongue. He moved his head, down to my right n****e, and bit it hard. Again, so as not to scream bit the inside of my cheek. "Goddess, you taste perfect." He said with such evilness venom, again I wanted to puke. He moved his right hand down to pinch the nub in between my bottom lips, between my legs. My body reacted to the pain, I started to taste bile, and blood.
He started kissing me down my stomach, down in between my legs. He lifted both of my legs up over his shoulders to gain better access to my core. I started shaking violently.
*End Flash Back*
I started blinking as I noticed that I was being carried to where, I don't know. "DJ DJ BABY GIRL COME BACK TO ME!!!!" I heard someone calling me.
"Da-da-da-dadd-dd-ddy?" I called barely above a whisper. I was placed down on a cool tile floor, I heard water running. I looked around and found myself in my bathroom. Slowly my vision went from blurry to clear back to blurry. My dad was frantically, hovering over the tub, I think. I don't know what he was doing. But he was doing something in it.
"ALPHA?!!" a panic voice came from the room.
"In the bathroom Sarah." my dads monstrous voice boomed throughout the room.
"Dad, what's going on?" that was my brother's voice.
"She had another panic attack. I was able to keep her conscious though." My dad said. He turned to pick me up. He removed the nightgown I was wearing, with one swift movement. He left me in my underwear thank the Goddess. "Sarah check the water, make sure it's warm." Sarah checked the water temp, she nodded her head. My father stepped in the tub with me still cradled in his arms. "Shoosh, shoosh, baby girl. Daddy's here. Don't worry, I'm here." He spoke softly and soothingly.
I couldn't see any ones faces, but I could feel the tension in the room. "What happened Alpha, so I can assess her properly."
My father sighed, still holding me close, rubbing my back. "It's my fault. I sent her in to a flash back I think, because one minute I was telling her no one would touch her, and if they did they would have to go through me. I spoke way to harshly I believe, because she started shaking, biting her tongue and cheeks enough to bleed, and she just sat there her eyes wide,..." my fathers voice soon became distant, as my head fell back hitting the water and I blacked out again.
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When I opened my eyes, I once again was in my bed, except I wasn't alone. My father was lying on the bed holding my in his arms, in between his strong legs, on his right was Jasmine, on the left was Jay, at the foot of the bed in wolf form was Sam. Dr. Sarah was sitting in a rocking chair by the French doors looking over some papers, humming to herself. She was humming "Baby Mine" from the Disney movie Dumbo. She would always sing this to me when I was in the hospital, to help me calm down and relax. I stretched my arms and yawned catching everyone's attention. I was once again clothed, excepted in a t-shirt and shorts. "DJ, how do you feel? Can you tell me what happened?" Sarah asked reaching for me to check my vitals.
I let her do her thing before I responded. Actually, I was afraid that I was going to get hit if I spoke. So I just nodded, and looked down. I felt my father turn me around. "DJ?" he looked so hurt, and sad. He cupped my face with both his hands, "I am truly sorry baby girl." I smiled shyly at him.
"Well, all her vitals are normal. Well, normal for her." Sarah smiled at me. I then was attacked by my best friends tongue as she licked me none stop. I started to laugh and tried to block her.
The mood lightened, the moment I started laughing and everyone joined in with laughing with me. I heard bones cracking on either side of me as 2 more tongues joined in. I was a slobbery mess when they finally let me breath. "Thank you." I said in a small happy voice. I turned toward my dad, "Daddy?" I asked in a baby voice.
"Yes princess." he replied with a huge grin on his face, pushing a wet strand of hair behind my ear.
"What's your wolf's name? All of your wolfs names. I want to officially meet everyone. Please." I said in a more softer and timid voice.
My father's grin turned into a huge smile. "Well, your brother Jay's wolf is named is Aztec, he is the black wolf with the white paws. Miniature version of me. Jasmine, your sister's wolf's name is Selene we all know why. She is the pure white wolf. Sam's wolf there is Gemma, the grey wolf. Dr. Sarah's wolf is Jenna, her wolf is just a bigger version of Sam's." He took a deep breath. "My wolf's name is Bronx. Would you like to meet him? He has waited to meet you since you were just a pup." He states.
I nodded my head excitedly. He nods, and starts to get up. He walks over in front of the fire place. I watch as my father's human figure starts to contort and bones break. Black fur grows all over him. His arms become legs, his nails extend into claws. His hands become paws. And within just a minute, my father turned into a massive black wolf, with silver highlights throughout his fur and white paws just like Aztec. Bronx is so big, that he fills the space in between the bed and the dresser. I crawl to the end of the bed as Gemma and the others bow there heads toward there Alpha. I reached the end of the bed and outstretch my hand. Bronx closes the distance, with his ears back, between my hand and his head. I giggle as Bronx starts to sniff my hand. His ears popped up, he barked happily and then licks me like there's no tomorrow. He then moves to my face and I am full on laughing again. After a while, Bronx stops and we just stare at each other in awe.
"Raven is taller then you. She is more muscular as well." I giggled, as I ruffle up the fur in between his ears. Bronx growls a little bit at that, playfully.
"Who's Raven?" I looked at Sam, Sarah, and Jay. Then back at Bronx.
"Oh you'll meet her later, after my transformations." I said waving my hand to dismiss her question. "I cannot wait to be able to communicate with my inner animals after my transformations." I sat back on my heels, with a far away look in my eyes, thinking of Raven, Sapphira, and Athena. I sighed happily. I then was brought back to reality when I felt a hand on my shoulder.
I looked around and everyone had transformed back into their human forms. My father caught my attention, "DJ, are you ready for dinner?" he asked me. Much more gently this time.
I smiled as he was careful with his words. I nodded, "Actually daddy, I'm starving." It was true, even with the nourishment that I received through IV while in the hospital, I still was literally starving.
Even though I laughed no one else joined in right away, but I didn't care. My father had suggested we order pizza from my mothers favorite pizza parlor in town. Giovanni's Italian Pizza Parlor. My father said my mom's favorite pizza was Giovanni's 5 Cheese Pizza. So my da ordered, 2 5 Cheese Pizzas (one small for me, a large for my dad), 1 Meat lovers (for my brother), 1 Hawaiian (for my sister), 1 Cup n char Pepperoni (for Sam) and 1 Pepperoni, Green Peppers, Mushroom (for Sarah).
My father carried me to a huge flight of stairs. Well, one of the flight of stairs. There was 2 sets leading down into a entry way/foyer as my father said. The landing at the top could fit at least 80 wolves in wolf form in between both stair cases. The railings going down were French architect, which my father said was my mother's favorite style. So the whole house a French theme, whatever that meant. When we got to the top, my father came to a stop. "DJ, push that red button on the wall there." He turned me toward it, I reached over and pushed it. The stairs in front of us disappeared and revealed a smooth surface. I looked at my father was a confused look as he turned back toward it. He just laughed turned to Jay and said "Please take your sister for a moment," and handed me over to Jay. To say I wasn't terrified you would be lying. I clung to my fathers neck.
My father stopped and looked down into my scarred eyes. "DJ it's ok. Jay is just going to hold you for a minute, then you are going to follow me down the slide so I can catch you at the bottom. Ok." He waited for me to respond. "Jay won't hurt you I promise baby girl." I searched my fathers eyes, to see if there was a hidden agenda behind them or to see if he was lying. When I saw nothing negative, I simply nodded my head slowly, still unsure but allowed Jay to take me in his arms. "Now I am going to go down, the other girls will follow me to show you it is safe, then Jay will set you down, and you slide down to me can you handle that baby girl." He said putting a lock of my hair behind my ear lovingly. I nodded.
With wide eyes, and shock I watched as my father sat down on his bum, a pushed himself down the slide. He started laughing and saying, "WHOO HOO" as he descended down at a fast pace. Jasmine, and Sam looked at each other sat down as my father did, grabbed each others hands and followed down screaming and laughing. Next it was Sarah's turn, she was mumbling that she was to old to be doing this, as she sat down she squeezed her eyes shut and pushed off. I was laughing and trying to get down from my brothers arms, so I could try it. My father was already at the bottom along with Jasmine and Sam. They were brushing off there pants, as someone came up behind Jay and I. They placed down a towel as I was in shorts not pants, "So you don't burn your legs on the way down" Jay explained. I nodded my head very nervous of the young girl that brought it. Jay said thank you to the young girl, she smiled shyly at him, bowed her head and she left from whence she came down the hall to the right and disappeared. "She is one of the many maids that take care of the house and keep it clean for us." Jay said. He looked down the slide to see if Sarah, standing up with the help of our father, they were laughing. Father looked up and waved his hand indicating that it was my turn. "Ok DJ your turn. Just sit on the towel and dad will catch you at the bottom. You don't have anything to worry about ok hun." I just nodded. He placed me down on my feet and held onto me so I wouldn't fall.
He held onto the towel with his feet as he helped me sit down on it. "Ok DJ let me know when you are ready and I will give you a small push so you can go down to dad. Ok" he explained. I looked up at him, showing fear, but excitement that I was ready to do this. He bent down and placed his hands on my hips from behind. "On the count of three," he said I looked forward, down at dad, giving him a thumbs up. I then realized where Jay had his hands, and my eyes when blurry, "1" I started to panic, "2" he pulled me to him, "3" and he pushed me.
I screamed.
*Flash Back*
The one young wolf called Tommy, came into my cell, and came up behind me. He grabbed my hips from behind, leaned into my ear, "You are mine in 1, 2, 3" he pushed me forward down on the floor, jumped on my back, ripped off my dress, he started dragging his claws along my back. I screamed out in pain, "Stop!!!! OOOOOWWWW!"
He reached forward grabbed a chunk of my hair and pulled my head back to his mouth. "You will be screaming my name by the end of it. Whether you like it or not, I don't care. The more you scream the longer I go and I want you to scream! Scream for me b***h!!!" he pulled my head back even further making me scream out in pain. He took a huge sniff "Hmmmm yea b***h that's what I love. Scream again for me!" he scratched my back as he pulled my hair at the same time this time, and I let out a blood curdling scream. He laughed loudly, "He Pete, come have fun with me with this piece of s**t!"
Another guy entered my cell I was pulled up, as I tried to hide myself, however, I was met with a bunch to the face. There was a loud crack, as my nose broke. "Don't cover yourself, although, I love to see the blood just fall off you!" Pete kept bunching me, scratching, as did Tommy. I could feel Tommy's excitement up against my back. I watched in horror as Pete removed his clothes as Tommy held me. When Pete was naked before me he started to stroke himself as he watched me struggle in Tommy's hold. "Hold her for a sec Pete." Pete stopped what he was doing stepped forward, "Hurry up man, I need to be inside her like now!!" Pete said as he grabbed me to hold me as Tommy step back as he stripped too. "Pete lay her down on top of you, so I can go in behind her" Pete grunted, pulled me to the ground with him, and I forced myself unconscious, so I wouldn't feel a thing.
*End Flash Back*