Friday came faster than I would expect. I was sitting alone in my room. I felt empty. Sighs. Clothes prepared by Nikolai were hanging over bathroom doors. All black. My uncle brought me to my old town store. The same lady from last year greeted me at the doors like I would be looking for black clothes everyday. Ugh! I've picked a long black dress. nothing special, no lances nor decorations. Plain black material and instead of getting ready I'm sitting on the bed staring at it. Guests that uncle invited are already gathering. I don't feel I want to greet them all. In fact I would stay in my room the whole day instead. Scr*w it.... I lay back in bed. Casually flopping on it. Minutes pass and I'm staring at the ceiling. I hear steps at the corridor. They're probably coming to get me downsta

