Chapter Nine
814 Words
"I think I owe you an apology." He speaks up his green orbs boring into my brown ones.
"Oh." I whisper.
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The more you care the more you have to lose
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Really Willow?
"I don't understand." I whisper gulping rather loudly.
"You know for what I said.. I'm saying sorry."
"Oh."
"I didn't think my observation would have effected you this much." He states smiply.
Is this how he apologises to everyone that he has hurted.
I scoff who does this guy think he is. "Well for your information you didn't effect anyone and certainly not me." I snap glaring at him but he didn't seem fazed his blank stare still present on his perfect face.
"Oh really?"
"Yes really."
"So your telling me the scene with your friends today was not caused by something I said to you." He asks raising his bushy eyebrow curse him and his beautiful features.
"Exactly." I say proudly crossing my arms and raising my chin in the air.
"You are either the worst liar or you can't own the truth." He snaps his eyebrows creasing.
"You don't know me punk." I snap standing up rushing to my door to get out but Maddox beats me to it shutting the door and locking it. My back hits the door Maddox traps me between his body both of his arms on either sides of my head.
"What did you just call me?" He growls I wanted to shrink but I wasn't going to go down with out a fight.
"I called you a punk cause that's what you and your friends are, all of a sudden you and your friends come waltzing in..now my friends are getting played by your player friends." I snap.
Maddox chuckles darkly leaning closer his face inches away from mine.
"Oh I see you're jealous."
I scoff once again rolling my eyes at his ridiculous suggestion.
"I'm not jealous."
"Don't lie you are jealous that they caught my friends eyes and no guy is intrested in you...well there was the incident with Jason but I guess he just saw the nerdy girl that can't protect herself." He snaps I was now beyond pissed how could he say that to me.
"You-".
"What? Punk?Just admit it your friends are way better than you they could be popular and get invited to parties and be like normal teenagers but no they stick with someone like you." Now I was hurt at this point because he was right I feel something wet on my cheek then I realise I was crying. Oh no.
I bring my hand to my cheek wiping the tears quickly but they kept falling I can't believe it,he made me cry. I look up at him and his eyes soften slightly.
"Get out of my house." I whisper pushing him out my way going back to my desk to continue my homework. I feel his presence still in my room but I ignore him writing my homework I hear my bedroom door unlocking I wait a few minutes until I hear the front door closing.
I jump on my bed crying into my pillow for the rest of the night.
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Students rush past me going to their friends I wait patiently by Bonnie's locker I knew my friends will all be with her. I needed to aplogise to my friends for my behaviour the previous day.
I look past the students to see the girls but not alone they were with the badboys and students were looking at them weirdly. I walk up to them feeling nervous and anxious they immediately stop their conversation looking at me I felt anxious.
"Can I talk to guys?" I ask. "Privately." I plead looking at my three friends Zenith looks at Bonnie and Victoria for their apporoval they all nod.
"Hey guys." I greet the guys awkwardly the nod their heads but Maddox just keeps staring at me. I walk to the girls bathroom my friends following behind me.
Victoria was the last to walk in I check if their is anyone in the stalls it was empty like I hoped. I rub my palms together as my friends are looking at me.
"Look I'm so sorry for the way I acted yesterday." I apologise sincerely tears welding up in my eyes.
"Don't cry Will." Bonnie says softly pulling me in a short hug pulling away.
"I...was scared okay." I finally admit.
"What were you scared of?" Victoria asks.
"Of loosing you guys cause you guys started talking to the guys and they seem to be really intrested in you guys and I didn't want you guys to leave me cause you guys are so cool and I'm just-"
"Don't say that Willow!" Zenith protests.
"You are such an amazing person and whatever people say about you is not true."
"Really?" I whisper.
"Off course." Bonnie says pulling me on a hug and soon after we are in a tight group hug.
"I love you guys." I mumble between all of them.
"We love you too!" My friends all screamed in sync. I laughed I love my friends.
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