If I knew earlier maybe we hadn’t had to be apart. And I don’t know what to say for Liam. He is so unpredictable, one day he is caring and gentle and the next day he is erratic and irrational. But for now I have no other choice but to surrender to my destiny for a year. Whether I will be destroyed or come out stronger, I have no other choice but only to walk through this road. After eating few more bites or so, I stood up. I cleaned the table and put whatever leftover was in the fridge. I went in the room I was staying in. I lied down. I don’t know for how long I was there like that. But I just did not wanted to move. I know my world is crashing and I am seeing it being crashed but there is nothing much I can do to change it. So, I lied down there and see myself get crashed agai

