I did not utter a single word. We travelled silently throughout the journey of half an hour before I reached my place.
What can I say to him. This is so exhausting, I just want to be myself and free and right now it seems like impossible because of these two brothers.
I know he is hurt, I am hurting too seeing him like this. I know I thought, seeing him hurt will somehow compensate what he did to me but it's not. I am hurting too.
It makes sense, afterall he is my first love. My first and till now only source of understanding what love is, what my desires are and the importance of companionship.
I left the car and he followed me. I know I should stop him from following me but I have no energy left to fight him, so I let him follow me.
I unlock the lock of the door and I moved inside.
