I lifted my glaze up to his and met with the same intense eyes as before. I could help but stare
back. I licked my dry lips and his glaze immediately went to my lips. I watched as his eyes darken causing me to speed up my breathe. I want him so bad. Wasn't it just now that I got pissed when Kelley stated getting laid. Why was I thinking about it now? How was he any different than the other men in my past? May be I drank so much.
My thoughts got interrupted when Kyle came and wrapped his arm around my waist in a protective
stance. The way Jacobs eyes tightened I knew it was not a move appreciated. But it wasn't Kyle's fault his first instinct was to protect me.
""Are you okay baby girl?" Kyle asked me softly but by the look on his face. I knew he was trying to make a point. And by the looks of it that point was not being delivered the way it should he.
"I"m fine. Jacob here is buying me a drinks. Its okay." I said and jabbed my elbow in his ribs hut that didn't seem to do anything to stop the staring competition between the two men.
Our drinks were delivered and and took mine immediately taking a big sip, hoping they would quit the stand off.
"Kyle stop it, its just a drink. its not like I'm going to marry him. Calm down please." I said softy, making sure Jacob doesn't hear my words. I don't wanna embarrass my self any further. Kyle relaxed slightly and smile at me taking a sip of my drink and going towards where Kate and Danny sat.
"I"m sorry. Kyle's a little protective. He can he such a big brother at times." I said shyly, suddenly nervous that Kyle ruined it for me. I weirdly wanted to see where this night might take me.Damn my hormones!
"You should be grateful. To know someone has your back. By the looks he‘s giving me right now. I know a single wrong move on my part might actually cost me my life." He said with a smile and I knew he was teasing.
I laughed and it felt good even if I was drunk out of my mind.It has been quite a while since I had a laugh with someone other than Kyle or Kelley. I looked at him and suddenly stopped when I saw the intensity of his eyes. He was looking at me with a look that had me panting.
"You have the most beautiful laugh" He said in a whisper. Before I had a Chance to register his comment, he stood up abruptly and held his hand too mine. I knew if I took it I would be breaking all of my rules but at that moment look at his steel gray eye, i didn't care.
The minute i placed my hand into his, he pulled me from my seat into his chest. The look he gave made my legs tremble with so much need I didn't know it was possible. Even with Tom it was always about give. Never had I ever felt this pull. This spark with with but being this close to him, it weirdly felt normal, it felt right. He pulled me towards the dark hallway when I felt a burn on my back. Knowing Kyle was staring doing out of his mind I lifted my hand and raised 2 finger in a peace sign, hoping it would indicate my
willingness.
As soon as we turned the corner, i was pushed on the wall and Jacob was on me, kissing me so
fiercely like he would never be kissed again. I don't know whats going on, I had drunk a lot. Wrapping my arms around his neck I pulled him closer, kissing him back with as much fierceness and passion that made my mind swirl.
Breathlessly, he pulled away and he took a hold of my arms from my neck and I instantly tensed knowing I did something wrong. Before i could catch my breathe he held my hands above my head in one of his huge hands and the other wrapped around my hair pulling them back, causing me to look at him with half hooded eyes.
"God, you're driving me crazy." he growled and before I could think he was on me again kissing me much more fiercely and far more passionately. His hand leaving my hair but didn't leave my body,
exploring as much as he can, pulling me closer. Feeling his arousal on my hips I feeling of pride rushed into. I was making a guy like, him who oozed power and control, loose his mind.
But, something felt fishy, I had a bipolar feeling at the time, maybe I'm in sober state.
He pulled away when it was becoming hard to breathe. Taking a step back, he stared at me with dark hooded eye that had me wishing he would come back and ravish me again.
He took my hand and pulled me closer causing me to stumble, not feeling my legs and being drunk was not a good combination. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me closer becoming my anchor.
"Let me take you back to my place." He said and I knew this was my last chance to back down. To follow the only rule i didn't break yet. I have never been with anyone but Tom and that experience alone had me swearing off guys for life. But as I looked at him, I knew I wanted him. Before I could freak out or sober. I nodded my head. A small smile turned up on his lips and he pulled me towards the door. As I walked by the dance floor I looked around hoping to find Kyle or Kelley. Not seeing them anywhere build sudden nerves in my stomach. Kyle needed to know where I was going and my phone was with him considering I didn't
bring a purse. Stupid Kate.
As we stepped out of the bar, Jacob didn't let me go. I looked to side where the bouncer was suppose to be and found Kyle in a deep conversation with him.
I tugged my hand from Jacob's causing him to look at me with a frown on his face. "I need to talk to Kyle" He nodded and turned around walking towards where Kyle and his bouncer friend stood. Confused, I watched him tap on Kyle's shoulder and say something to him in his ear, face totally devoid of emotions. Kyle's eyes widened and he turned towards me looking me up and down. It was becoming frustration how they both talked, obviously about me and not considering including me in the conversation. I walked towards them but before i could pitch in, Kyle hugged me tight ""If you want to leave with him that's fine. But the minute you feel uncomfortable. you call me." He told me in a stern voice that confused me to no
end.
I pulled away from him and took his arms taking him to the side out of Jacob's earshot.
"What were you two talking about. What happened?" I said with my arms crossed which meant i wouldn't want anything besides the truth.
Kyle sighed and put a hand on my shoulder and gave me squeeze. My drunk mind was getting sober by the minute and I knew I needed to leave before I rationalize this whole situation and go home alone. "he gave me his home address and told me that you would be safe with him. I was shocked about you leaving with someone but I wont stop you. Whatever happened in the past needs to stay there and you need to start living Kate. Don't worry, if he hurts you. you can hurt him just as bad. I now know never to mess up with you after what you did with Alex." He said lightly which caused me to laugh out loud.
"Don't worry, I know i"m breaking all my rules but I really want this" I turned my glaze towards Jacob and saw him talking to the bouncer. Probably feeling my gaze upon him he turned towards me and gave a small reassuring smile. "I really do wanna move on. I have a feeling Kelley was right"
Turning towards Kyle I gave him a small smile which he returned, but I could see the concern in his eyes. Worried that I wouldn't be able to leave everything behind. Straightening my shoulders, I walked towards Jacob, determined to show everyone that I was ready to live my life the way I want.
I don't think I've ever been this nervous before. Even when I went for the job interview at DSK, I was nervous but a lot more confidant.
Stepping in the elevator of Jacobs building, nerves I never knew existed flared to life. I had to remember how to breathe when he took a step towards me as soon as the door shut. With a predatory look in is gaze he ranked me from head to toe. My default setting was shy and hesitant, and my experience with men was practically non existent. But the way this one look was pointed towards me, I never felt as wanted as I didn't in that very moment.
Lifting his hands towards me, he softly caressed my cheek his left hand. This simple motion made me shiver. This man screamed danger, and I had made it my life goal to stay away from such situations and yet he had some pull that drew me closer.
It was electric.
It didn't matter who indicated it, but we were kissing each other with a need that cannot be described as anything but animistic. His hands going down around my thighs pulling me up,wrapping them around his torso. Never even registering any sort of movement. I was momentarily shocked when I was laid back down
on the couch. Our hands all over each other, removing anything between us.
I thought I completed today's quotas of embarrassing myself, how wrong was I. He pulled hack when my stomach made a loud grumbling sound. Mortified I looked anywhere but him. He turned me towards with him a finger under chin, giving me a mischievous look.
Covering my face with my hands I groaned out load. How can one person be so messed up!
I felt a vibration upon me, moving my fingers from my eyes I saw Jacob trying hard not to laugh causing his whole body to tremble. He stopped when he saw me glaring at him, hut I could still see he trying his hardest to conceal his laughter. "l haven't eaten anything since breakfast" I told him as an explanation.He stared at me me for a few moments with a face that was devote of any emotion.
How could he do that. Immediately, he got up from the couch and went straight to another room. Shell-shocked I stared at his hack hoping I wasn't imagining anything. Taking that as my cue to leave I slowly got up and dressing up.
I tried to shove my dress on me when it was snatched from me. Whirling around I was Jacob standing there in all his naked glory staring at me with a frown. But that's not where my eyes were.
My eyes were down there, looking at him for the first time. Perfect abs that made me want nothing
more than to trace them with my tongue. But even that wasn't what made me gape at. The size of him
was enormous. How did I not notice this before. I was broken out of my trace when I heard a cough, lifting me head up was a harder task than it seem.
I couldn't just stop staring.
Giving me a amused smile he leaned in close, his lips just an inch away. He said in a voice that had me shivering with arousal. "Don't you worry baby. I want you just as bad"
Never did I think I could blush this much. My face would probably put a tomato to shame.
He growled, putting his hands on my cheeks. He kissed me brutally "God you have no clue what your blushing face does to me." He said between kisses and all I want to do was push him back to the couch.
Pulling away way to soon he took a step back, leaving me want so much more he said "I ordered""But whats the use? There's enough room for a flat screen TV?" She said in a bewildered voice, but the TV was soon forgotten when she pushed forward and took the pizza box, leaned back on the couch and opened it, giving her such a dreamy look that made me instant wish that I was that pizza.
Chuckling at my insanity which I was sure came from not having any release for 2 days. I took a slice, which made her frown and look at me with glare. Not knowing what I did I immediately went on high alert. "What?"
She stared at me for a while and then slowly shook her head. She took the remote from me and turned on Netflix. But all I could do was stare at her. When she found what she was looking for she sat back down and took a slice, eating with a passion I've never seen before, either she was heavily starving or she really loved the pizza, and if my suspicion is right about the look she gave me earlier, I'm putting my money on the latter.
Noticing my stare she asked with her mouth almost full "What? Is there something on my face?"
""No, just thinking how lucky that pizza is." leaning towards her I said in a seductive voice, getting the blush in return I was hoping for. I laughed and turned towards the TV looking at what she choose to watch.reached her knees, and hopefully not panties. Gosh she was sexy in my clothes. I immediately
straightened up when I realized I probably looked like a dog drooling all over the place I turned towards the door when it knocked.
Taking the pizza, I shut the door and placed it on the coffee table where Kate sat on the floor crossing her legs and getting comfortable. It was a rare sight for me. Where girls I f****d were usually nothing but pretentious. Kate was just...herself. I didn't even realize I was staring at her and thankfully neither did she. Apparently, the pizza had all her attention. With a shake of my head i turned towards the kitchen.
Getting plates and a bottle of wine and a few glasses from the kitchen, I returned, watching Kate holding the TV remote, looking at it with a confused and frustrating look. I sat beside her and took the remote from her without saying a word and pressed the button with pulled the TV out of the wall.Kate all but gaped and turned towards me with a shocked looked which soon turned into a confusing one. "Why is your TV inside your wall?" She asked in a sweet small voice with made me want to ravish her.
Giving her a flippant shrug I said "That's how it was made, it was the designers idea"
""But whats the use? There's enough room for a flat screen TV?" She said in a bewildered voice, but the TV was soon forgotten when she pushed forward and took the pizza box, leaned back on the couch and opened it, giving her such a dreamy look that made me instant wish that I was that pizza. Chuckling at my insanity which I was sure came from not having any release for 2 days. I took a slice, which made her frown and look at me with glare. Not knowing what I did I immediately went on high alert. "What?"
She stared at me for a while and then slowly shook her head. She took the remote from me and turned on Netflix. But all I could do was stare at her. When she found what she was looking for she sat back down and took a slice, eating with a passion I've never seen before, either she was heavily starving or she really loved the pizza, and if my suspicion is right about the look she gave me earlier, I'm putting my money on the latter.
Noticing my stare she asked with her mouth almost full "What? Is there something on my face?"
""No, just thinking how lucky that pizza is." leaning towards her I said in a seductive voice, getting the blush in return I was hoping for. I laughed and turned towards the TV looking at what she choose to watch.Sitting in silence, eating, drinking and watching Tv with someone, especially that someone being a girl I picked up from a her was something I never ever did. I never cared for the person much less bring her here to my place. It was way too risky and over everything ordering food and watching TV was never my priority.
Getting attached wasn't something I could afford. And specially not at this moment. But right now I
felt nothing but contentment. Laughing with her and listening to her singing the theme songs was
not what I had in mind when I saw this woman.
All I wanted to do was f**k her brains out. Don't mind me, I still want to do that. But this right
here. Feeling peace and content was just as satisfying.
What happened to me? Being a notorious bachelor. Never had I thought I would feel this way. I needed to get my thoughts together, and fast.
I'm never the one to show my emotions on my face. A constant mask of emotionless, that is required for a guy like me. But she makes me feel comfortable. How can a girl who I just met make me feel this way?
Looking over at her, I saw she was fast asleep. Considering the amount of wine she consumed. It was clear this would happen. Not thinking twice about the smile that formed on my face looking at her. I picked her up and took her towards my bedroom placing her gently on my bed, making sure she didn't wake up. But it was a easy task when she didn't weigh a thing.
Looking at the clock I was shocked to see the time when it said 3 am. Where did the time go?
Knowing it wasn't a weekend and I had to wake up in a few hours for work. I fell face first into the bed beside Kate and it didn't take long for sleep to consume me. Thinking about all the things I would do to her as soon as I wake up.