I hadn't seen him for weeks , since the night he came over after I had been at the rehearsal for the fashion show. I felt f*****g stupid I had suggested this to him. And now I felt pretty forgotten. I sent him saucy pics and suggestive texts , but his schedule was busier than mine. He was always busy or passing out on such a busy day. Even last weekend when the people he hung about with turned up at a party , he hadn't been there. I asked Harry and he just shrugged his shoulders " He had his eyes glued to the laptop , something about Derek being busier than ever and that made it so that he was too. Keep telling him he's too good looking to be hiding out in our dorm " he smiled and winked at me. Now this weekend was the same again , it was a big bonfire night bash. A tradition apparently

