Fated To Love You

CHAPTER 04

I was standing in the middle of the crowds joined by Gigi as the band was about to sing their last song for tonight before their gigs ended. Mag lalast na pero itong si Nash nag gigitara lang akala ko ba ay kakanta to?

Yun pa naman pinunta ko dito.

"Bes, who's their vocalist again?" kalabit ko sa bakla.

"It was Nash girl, but it looks like he's up to something, and alam mo ba this is the first time he attended Uk! Noon hindi sya pumupunta kaya si Tyron yung sumasalo sa place nya," turo nya pa.

"Ahh," I just nooded in response. Feeling hindi interesado.

Ang daming alam ah isa lang naman ang tanong ko, palibhasa may crush sya dyan parang sira talaga.

Tumango lang ako habang nasa kanya parin ang tingin. Naka tayo lang sya sa gitna pero nasa kanya ang tingin ng lahat. This guy never failed to amaze me with his strong aura he has since the first time I saw him, hindi na sya kailan man na wala sa isip ko since then.

Damn I'm doomed.

I have this feeling that we are somehow connected with each other. I just can't figure out if saan ko ba sya nakita at bakit parang matagal na kaming mag ka kilala dalawa. Masisiraan lang ako ng ulo kung ipag pipilitan ko pa kaya hinayaan ko nalang. Mawawala din naman sya sa isip ko kalaunan kaya normal lang siguro yun.

The thought of us being together excites me so much, I really want to know him. But on the other thought in the end we will just end up hurting each other, nakaka walang gana ang lahat ng mangyayare pa lang.

I know kung san patutungohan to. Hindi magiging sya at ako.

Hindi pwede, hindi to pwede. We are not in the right time alam ko sa sarili kong hindi ito ang mundo ko. Masasaktan lang kami pareho. Especially me when it's my time to go back where I belong, and leaving him behind is the most painful part for me.

"Bes hindi pa nag sisimula tulala ka agad," ani ni Gigi.

Hindi ko sya nagawang tignan at nakatuon lang ang mga mata sa lalaking nag lalabas ng gitara nya sa harap.

Hindi din naman nya ako magugustohan why would I think of us getting hurt at the end when I am not even sure if he'll like me. Kapal talaga ng mukha ko. But much better kailangan ko lang syang pakisamahan at susungitan para ma palayo sya sakin. As long as maaga pa pipigilan ko na.

Napabaling ako sa harap ng maka rinig ng tili sa paligid. Nash stand started strumming the guitar while fixing the mic in front.

"Kyahhh! Sis sya na kakanta!" tili ni Gigi habang hinahampas ako.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you

Gonna camp in my sleeping bag,

I'm not gonna move

Got some words on cardboard

Got your picture in my hand

Saying,

"If you see this girl can you tell her where I am?"

Shet. His husky voice... Ang sarap pakinggan ng boses nya. Ang ganda naman pala ng boses ng masungit na to bakit hindi nya e apply sa ugali nya? And why do I feel like that song is for someone? Or its just me that thinks it is.

Some try to hand me money

They don't understand

I'm not broke

I'm just a broken-hearted man

I know it makes no sense

But what else can I do?

And how can I move on when I'm still in love with you?

He... he glance at me. He looks at me like he was pertaining at me. Is that a message? Or pinaglalaruan na naman nya ang isip ko. I'm starting to get confused, what the heck is the meaning of that? Hell.

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me

And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be

Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet

And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving

I'm not moving

Siniko ang ng mahina ni Gigi. "Hindi daw sis," I confusedly look at him and he just said nothing and laug a little.

Isa pa to, ginugulo ang isip ko. Hindi na naman ba ako makakapag aral ngayong gabi kakaisip ng dahil sa bwesit na to.

Policeman says, "Son, you can't stay here"

I said, "There's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year

Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows

If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go"

I stared at him and saw some emotions buried in his eyes while looking at the sky singing. Para sa'an yun Nash or better yet para kanino?

Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me

And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be

Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet

And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Nilibot ko ang mata sa mga nanonood lahat sila ay may nag tatanong na mga tingin kung sino ang tinutukoy ng lalaking ito. Pati ako ay hindi matukoy kung ano ang nararamdaman nya sa oras na to. Sino ba ang nanakit sayo.

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl, oh...

There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

hmm

And maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved

And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news

And you'll come running to the corner

'Cause you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved

I'm the man who can't be moved

Who has the guts to hurt such almost perfect man like you, Nash?

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me

And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be

Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet

And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

Bumilog ang mata ko ng tinutok nya ang dalawa nyang mga mata sakin. Shet. My heart couldn't stop beating too fast as we stared at each others eyes.

Ang mga tingin nya... there's something in them... parang may pinahihiwatig na hindi ko ma tukoy kung ano. Ano yon.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you

Gonna camp in my sleeping bag

I'm not gonna move

Why are you so confusing?

Napabalikwas ako ng tumili ng pagka lakas si Gigi sabay kurot pa sa tagiliran ko kaya napa baling ang tingin ko sa kanya at hindi na napansin ang lalaki.

"Ang landi mong shuta ka, kyahhh!"

"Ano bang pinagsasabi mo?" kinurot ko din sya ng mahina kaya pinalo nya ang kamay ko.

"Suss kunwari kapa,"

Hindi ko nalang pinansin ang pambobola nya at sinulyapan ulit si Nash pero nakatalikod na ito handa ng umalis pero bago yun ay may sinabi pa sya sa mic na syang kinabigla ko lalo na sa lahat ng tao.

"Ms. Marquez, I'll be needing my towel now, meet me at the entrance."