Xesha's POV
Jasper pinned me beneath him, locking my arms above my head, and began kissing every inch of my body. I hated him, so I fought back with all my strength and ability, but even my body betrayed my feelings.
He was a man, an alpha—physically very different from me. He had the power to hold me back, while I was just an omega, and rebelling against a man as strong as he was, was not something easy.
There was still love, but it had long since died, only numbness—leaving only pain that would never go away. My mind screamed to stop, begged me to try harder, but... my body remembered everything about Jasper so well that when he forced those kisses, those touches, even when he moved forcefully on top of me, there was nothing I could do but curse myself.
I remembered how he
