Almost Invisable Gray

Walking on ice

Gray 

    it's been two weeks since I left the hospital and I haven't even left the house or this room. that pisses me off more than anything. I hate being trapped or lock in places it panics me. which is part of the reason Kace hasn't let me leave because of yesterday. 

FLASHBACK 

    "get out now." I screamed at Kace "why? what the hell did I do?" "you keep me trapped in here. I haven't left and I only see two people you and max. THAT'S WHT YOU DID THAT WHY" I screamed I was about and inch from him in the fit of anger I drew my fist back and with everything I had my fist hit his face and hard.

    "what the hell Gray?" "what the hell Gray?" I mocked in a high pitched voice "you know what act like a child i'm done." he stormed out and what I did set in and so did the pain in my hand. my knuckles look fire red. 

    My chest got tight and I felt like my lungs were about to burst. hot tears ran down my face and my head hurt. I was gasping for air like a fish out of water fear took over me.  I started to see black dots. "Gray" I heard the voice and felt someone grab me but no sparks Max. which meant Kace didn't care.

    tears came down more at the thought. my chest got tighter and then I heard his voice "gray" it sounded sad and regretful but it was to late I pasted out.

PRESENT 

    Kace popped off this morning and said that once I no longer have panic attacks that I can leave but I have them more and more the longer i'm in this room. I had this morning which is why he popped off it's 11:30 and he left at 8. He is really mad  this time. never have I had him this mad at me. He is never mad at me maybe for five minutes but never hours nor days. I don't even get why he is mad.

    that's it i'm leaving this room. I get up and pad my over to the door I turn the knob it's not locked like yesterday. I open it and walk out I don't hear anything I stay quite and move down the hall and to the stairs I still dont hear anything I move without a sound down the stairs and I stop to see if I hear something but I don't. 

    I  move to grab my shoes off the floor and then grab the key's I pause to see if hear something but still nothing so I move to the door and try to quietly open it but it's one of those heavy door so it makes I little sound i stop and listen but nothing. I fling open the door and make a run for the car that I have the key's to. I make it to the car and jump in I start the car and pull out of the driveway i'm on the road leaving the house when I see Kace and his car.

    He looked at me and looked pissed I smiled let the game of cat and mouse start. I pressed the gas and look in the rearview mirror and see kace turn his car around. this is going to be fun. I chuckle to myself.